i realized that i need to leave rangeley because all my old entries are just fuckin stupid and life in rangeley is not even acceptable to be called a life. i've fallen into the rangeley lifestyle, which means all of my business is known, and people live to raise bullshit controversy and drama. i try to unwind by "freeing" my mind, drawing, playing ( Read more... )

i feel like doing SOMETHING. because im so bored. i wish i could get out of my house for a little bit tonight. just because there's nothing at all to do. i dont know where i'd do, or where i'd be welcome. maybe i'd play musical houses. i've always had this scenario in my head. if i ever got in too much shit at home and decided to run out, whose ( Read more... )

this is such bullshit. he found (god)MY ASS. he claimed that metal was the root of evil and protrayed morbid imagery and all that shit. the real morbid imagery is the shit that tells you who you should be and gives you a magazine to go by. what the fuck, head. i really wish he'd wake up and come back. i was gunna call n vent to stitches, but he ( Read more... )

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went to the show at the station last night. roxi monoxide, u-turn, headstart, and fricken a. kik ass show. got beat up. for a small pit, ppl were right into it. lost my shoe. then found it, crowd-surfed, almost knicked the ceiling as i crowd-surfed, and rocked out. got shit signed by headstart and u-turn, but sadly today when i washed my shirt, the ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. the nyquil doesnt wear off too well. the cold has moved up into my head and my eyes hurt and my nose is forever stinging and running. im coughing as if my organs were lodged in my throat. (doesnt that sound nice?)TOUCH MY INFECTION!!!! well at least i can sleep alright.. so far.. no matter what im still going to the mountain on ( Read more... )

thoughts sparked inside my mind today. it started with one aspect of question, but then quickly became many. it had to do with my friends and if anything happened to them. and as i thought about it, i had almost all i could do to keep calm and hold back the tears. oddly enough, it is a heavy subject to ponder. never has this happened when i ( Read more... )

bored as hell. havent updated in eons. done so much, dont feel like typing it all. its not like anyone reads this shit anyways.

today im so fuckin bored that its turned me pissy. this is peachy as hell. i seriously dont want to be like this, but it came onto me and im sic of having fucking nothing to do. i got 2 days till i can alleviate the bullshit. i cant wait to ride. i got a new ride too. 5150 154cm movement with a sic dancing skeleton decal on it. i got 5150 2000 ( Read more... )

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