Also because The Another Code Geass Kink Meme part I is filling, and anons everywhere are worried. So this is why I bring you, Delightful REVOLUTIONS Also known as CODEGEASSR2♥KINKMEME PART II First Thread.
Knight of Seven!Suzaku starts doing Refrain in secret. (Just a little. You know. Can quit anytime!) Supposedly-memoryless!Lelouch catches him hallucinating good old times together somewhere in Ashford and decides he wants to pretend all is well with him for a moment. Just a little.
Bonus points for Lelouch feeling awful afterwards for taking advantage of the situation and Suzaku wondering at how 'real' that felt. ( :'))
Limbo [1/2]
anonymous
February 8 2011, 23:28:24 UTC
[a/n: Short fill. Sex is a bit understated as well, but I hope you like it!]
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Lelouch finds him laughing on the rooftop.
He came up here for solitude, but this is what is given to him instead: Suzaku, sitting on the concrete with his back against the wall. The setting sun spills over the railing and colors his hair something darker than it is, and Lelouch is about to turn on his heel and leave when he hears laughter again.
"It's easy! You just tie a string to a frog's back-leg."
He stills, one hand frozen on the doorknob. When he retraces his steps (and walks a bit further, as far as he dares) he takes a careful look around to see that Suzaku is indeed talking to himself.
It takes a couple more steps to see the box, the applicator and the empty vial. It explains the uniform tunic, a rumple of black and gold on the floor, one of the sleeves of Suzaku's dress shirt rolled up past the elbow. Lelouch counts the track marks there, and despite all that happened, wishes he didn't understand.
Limbo [2/2]
anonymous
February 8 2011, 23:29:43 UTC
What a question. There are so many things he can say to that, so many parts he can correct. But Suzaku has already closed the gap between them, and is already sliding his hands up and down Lelouch's torso, first over the dress shirt, then slipping beneath. Things he wants to say: that this is artificial, that Refrain is beneath him, that reliving the past is a sure sign of a man with too many regrets. That Suzaku chose this path, and so he has no right to -
"Is this okay?" (But Suzaku's touch is the same as it was a year ago, feverish but gentle, holding back his strength. It stirs something within him, the same something that, for precious moments at a time, could be duped into believing it didn't matter if there was a war, because Suzaku was close. And...) "Lelouch
( ... )
Re: Limbo [2/2]
anonymous
February 9 2011, 11:43:47 UTC
Oh my God. OP here. Forgive me for clearly not being as good with words as you are, writer anon, but this is awesome. It's poignant, heartbreaking and amazingly IC. It's...perfect. I love you. Thank you.
Suzaku convincing Lelouch he can 'handle the pain better' was already canon in my head and just made you my hero.
Knight of Seven!Suzaku starts doing Refrain in secret. (Just a little. You know. Can quit anytime!) Supposedly-memoryless!Lelouch catches him hallucinating good old times together somewhere in Ashford and decides he wants to pretend all is well with him for a moment. Just a little.
Bonus points for Lelouch feeling awful afterwards for taking advantage of the situation and Suzaku wondering at how 'real' that felt. ( :'))
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Lelouch finds him laughing on the rooftop.
He came up here for solitude, but this is what is given to him instead: Suzaku, sitting on the concrete with his back against the wall. The setting sun spills over the railing and colors his hair something darker than it is, and Lelouch is about to turn on his heel and leave when he hears laughter again.
"It's easy! You just tie a string to a frog's back-leg."
He stills, one hand frozen on the doorknob. When he retraces his steps (and walks a bit further, as far as he dares) he takes a careful look around to see that Suzaku is indeed talking to himself.
It takes a couple more steps to see the box, the applicator and the empty vial. It explains the uniform tunic, a rumple of black and gold on the floor, one of the sleeves of Suzaku's dress shirt rolled up past the elbow. Lelouch counts the track marks there, and despite all that happened, wishes he didn't understand.
"Uh-huh. But in Japanese, they go: ( ... )
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"Is this okay?" (But Suzaku's touch is the same as it was a year ago, feverish but gentle, holding back his strength. It stirs something within him, the same something that, for precious moments at a time, could be duped into believing it didn't matter if there was a war, because Suzaku was close. And...) "Lelouch ( ... )
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-not OP, but a happy lurker!Anon
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Ah, so beautifully written. Just the right mix of bittersweet.
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thanks ~ <3
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As bad as I feel for Lelouch here (and I do feel bad for him), I also have this uncomfortable icky feeling at what he's done. Even if...
...poor everyone. Very emotional writing!
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Suzaku convincing Lelouch he can 'handle the pain better' was already canon in my head and just made you my hero.
brb, off to bawl.
aqsdfghjkl <3
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(Anon's guess was spot-on, actually >_<. I'll try my best to live up to that, then! ^_^.)
Thanks again! <3
'Ars Telfilat' - ReCaptcha sometimes I wonder about you.
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...wait, did he lift him? *curious anon is curious*
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