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Also because The Another Code Geass Kink Meme part I is filling, and anons everywhere are worried. So this is why I bring you,
Delightful REVOLUTIONS Also known as CODEGEASSR2♥KINKMEME PART II
First Thread.
Delightful REVOLUTIONS Also known as CODEGEASSR2♥KINKMEME PART II
First Thread.
"Is this okay?" (But Suzaku's touch is the same as it was a year ago, feverish but gentle, holding back his strength. It stirs something within him, the same something that, for precious moments at a time, could be duped into believing it didn't matter if there was a war, because Suzaku was close. And...) "Lelouch?"
A favor, then, he thinks to himself as lips glide over his throat. He shuts his eyes and thinks of a time when only a handful of lives depended on him being above these very base instincts, lust and want and longing lending his hands nimbleness where his brain cannot. He slides off Suzaku's shirt and pretends some of the newer scars aren't there. He traces a line of kisses down Suzaku's temple, his neck, his shoulder, and somehow it doesn't end up feeling like betrayal at all.
"Lelouch...please..."
He ends up fucking Suzaku against the door (because it was one night in October when a newly-promoted Major slipped out of his uniform and convinced Lelouch he could handle the pain better). It's frantic and rushed and with barely any preparation, both of them half-dressed and straining for breath. Lelouch buries his face into Suzaku's shoulder, not trusting himself to speak. He thinks if he welcomes this darkness, and the breathless sounds Suzaku makes which aren't words (and thus can't be lies), it can be alright. Just for a moment. Just for a moment, this isn't the boy who raised a gun at him, who hunted him down across the skies of Tokyo, who sold him to his own father; rather, this is the boy who saved him in Shinjuku, who returned to him and promised never to leave, who knew how to smile in a way that lit up his eyes and almost convinced him that innocence never really dies.
Lelouch comes not long after Suzaku does, but his voice breaks when he cries out, making it sound like something else.
And then he is watching the sunset sitting against the wall, right next to the applicator where he first found Suzaku. A favor, he reminds himself bitterly. But his hand stalls above the head of a sleeping Knight of Seven, resting on his lap, as he wonders whom this favor really benefited at all.
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It's dark when Suzaku awakens.
He rubs his eyes as he pulls himself to his feet, hissing at the unexpected ache all over (which is all in his head, but only because he knows better.)
Strange. Everyone always says Refrain's potency wears off with time. But today...
Suzaku shakes his head, snapping the box shut. It doesn't matter, because today was the last time.
(And he tells himself that the week after, as well.)
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[a/n: ...Guess who? XD]
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-not OP, but a happy lurker!Anon
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Ah, so beautifully written. Just the right mix of bittersweet.
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thanks ~ <3
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As bad as I feel for Lelouch here (and I do feel bad for him), I also have this uncomfortable icky feeling at what he's done. Even if...
...poor everyone. Very emotional writing!
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Suzaku convincing Lelouch he can 'handle the pain better' was already canon in my head and just made you my hero.
brb, off to bawl.
aqsdfghjkl <3
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(Anon's guess was spot-on, actually >_<. I'll try my best to live up to that, then! ^_^.)
Thanks again! <3
'Ars Telfilat' - ReCaptcha sometimes I wonder about you.
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...wait, did he lift him? *curious anon is curious*
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