We'll just say I'm in California an dI'm gonna be on probation when I get back to Louisiana. Holy shit guys I really did it this time.

I'm ok. Missing you like the sun. I don't really do much....just sit around the house and wait. Waiting to graduate. Life continues to be an endless shithole ( Read more... )

I am a fool for thinking he actually liked me. I am a fool for believing his lies.

I swear I am the most unfortunate person when it comes to love. It doesn't help I'm stuck here in DUMBFUCKISTAN. With no friends. Looking for love. And being unsucessful EVERY TIME. I just want to go home.

I haven't been working so now I'm poor. Poor and alone :(

Today=BEST DAY EVER

Hmm....what to say, what to say ( Read more... )

saving money. I spend every penny I earn on dumb shit.

My life is full of D R A M A. It's ridiculous.

Whenever my friends have boyfriends, their boyfriends *won't let me hang out with them*. So I am stuck being the lame single one. What the fuck ever. No one wants to be crazy with me (not slutty, crazy.) GR.

Many crushes. Many tan boys. Which one?? There's too many.

Drunkness.....ugh wtf.

I realize I need to update on here everyday or at least like 2x a week. I feel I am slipping from everything I have ever known, and that scares me. I don't want to forget the memories. The parties. The lake. The stupid boys. The mall. And I feel it all slowly sinking like a ship ( Read more... )

Whoas. For real, I haven't used this since Valentines day. Nothing has really happened since then.......single as ever, turned 17, blah blah blah. Life is boring, Life sucks. Same ol same ol. I might be the lonliest girl in the world. Everyone I hang out with is male. It is very odd. One of my bestest friends I've made since I moved here is ( Read more... )

So how have YOU been? I've been ok.....this week was fun. For V-Day Anthony got me a giant teddy bear and a necklace......normally this type of purchase would be considered gagworthy but when you're in love I guess you don't care. Yeah life is sort of boring....there isn't anything to do. Every weekend it's watch skaters, go to bowling alley, sit ( Read more... )