Jun 08, 2006 04:24
I realize I need to update on here everyday or at least like 2x a week. I feel I am slipping from everything I have ever known, and that scares me. I don't want to forget the memories. The parties. The lake. The stupid boys. The mall. And I feel it all slowly sinking like a ship.
My last week:Last Friday I got drunk (a new habit of mine, which I admit, I have been doing too much of since I quit the other one.) TOO DRUNK. Like 9 shots within 10 minutes, plus a glass of wine and 2 bud lites. You all know I am not the biggest drinker of the group. I've always been more content with the *peaceful Peace pipe*. Not anymore. I'm a sloshed mess half the time.
Needless to say, I puked my brains out. Luckily, the chick I was staying with was really cool. She's like 23 and throws all these rad parties. And it's *off-base* which means no police worries.
Before I got trashed I hung out with the infamous acid providing boy, Jason. Let's say my feelings towards him have changed in the last 24 hours. That night, I really thought we had something going (not like in a dirty way lol)but WHATEVER you know boys.
So I met these people that chill with Jason but are way nicer and way cooler and I've been partying with them for the last 3 nights. It's veryhard, because these people are some FUCKIN POTHEADS. I resist.
So life's just a bit confusing lately I guess. The alcohol will help the time pass.
Krista, pick up your phone.
And all you guys look out for some mail.
Also, feel proud to be a yankee, above all. We have class.