oh my God! i haven't wrote in this in ages, & i don't even have the time to start writing like this again. i figured (if anyone cared) i would update this to give an update on my life ( Read more... )

newest & final xanga.

[ Z A N G U H . ]//x716x
enjoy. =]
♥

ohhhkay, newer xanga.
http://www.zanguh.com/celebrityface
love it.
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ohkay, soo ..
i won't be updating here anymore. i mean, maybe one day i'll be back, like in a few days, for example, if i don't like xanga. but i'll be updating at my xanga, :
[ http://xanga.com/electro_cutex ]
but like i said. if i don't like it ..
i'll be back.♥♥

yet again, i was an idiot tonight. i downloaded a song i knew i shouldn't have. i knew that as soon as i did, i'd get in depressed mode & trace it back down to this very day of last year. i knew it'd bring those memories & feelings flooding back. i can't help them, i can't stop them. it was the first time i'd ever loved anyone in my life.

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x First and Middle Name: sara nicole
x Birthday: may 22
x Other Names Your Parents Considered: devin, samantha ..
x Eyes: hazel / green
x Hair: dark brown
x Height: 5'3.5"
x Shoe Size: depends how the shoe's made
x Who lives with you?: my mom
x When is your bedtime?: 12 or later if i can't sleep

In the Last 24 Hours:
x Cried: yes
x Worn jeans: ( Read more... )

awh, me & amber are cool now ( Read more... )

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after the game, chris came & picked me up & a bunch of us went to dairy queen. my mom was out, so i called her to tell her i might be late getting in. she told me to at least be home by 12.
and its 12:25, i'm here. she's not.
hmm.

for once, i'd wished that someone else around me could feel the pain i was feeling when i lost the love of my life .. but i never wished for it to be my mom. before, her & dad would probably be in there watching blue collar comedy together .. but instead, she's in there by herself, and drunk off her ass. she started off being terrible to me, ( Read more... )