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What Has Really Flipped Me The Fuck Out
No deep tag, no insightful glimpse into the past, or future. Just what the fuck is going on? Is there a sign on me that says "Be the biggest prick possible to me right now."? The shit is getting old, I'm not responsible for everybody's god damn problems. Stop brushing all your useless pain, and suffering off on me, believe me I have plenty. Peace ( Read more... ) -
Tensa Zangetsu - Zach Cloninger's Distraction
FUCKKKKKKKKKKK God Damn why do I hate myself so fucking much now?! I woke up cussing at the fucking world for making me open my eyes. It just drives me crazy, because I know I have been depressed for years, just bottling up my emotions in order to keep my appearance up. I just wanna see someone, or to just know someone wants to see me. I went back ( Read more... ) -
The Pain That I Endure
Life is so insane right now, hell I haven't even touched this journal in so long. I'm just so fucking lonely now. Everybody is gone, and I fucking lost everything. I sit here smoking this newport thinking of all the times I wish I could go back, and do ( Read more... ) -
-*"My Mind's Journey, And It's Return"*- Zach's Weekend
Yes, I know whoever reads this will think "Hey what the fuck is with the title?". This weekend has been a lonnnnngggg one. Held within a prison of work, drugs, alcohol, a wondering mind, and an almost broken spirit. Somewhere this weekend I found my missing link, I found the one thing I felt I had been missing for so many fucking months. Deep down ( Read more... ) -
Who I Am
Haven't really said much in this journal lately. Mostly because I hadn't felt like talkin to myself about all the shit that is stressing me out.....It's like there is nobody close enough anymore to talk to....Knowing so many good people, but not letting any of them close enough to care...I think I've fallen out of the loop with some of my best ( Read more... ) -
The Wind That Never Blow
I'm offically about to just say fuck everyone. pointless phone calls to people that only act like they give a fuck. I'm tired of dealing with everyone. I had a badass new years weekend. Except for one small detail. but seriously just fucking tired of the stupid shit. I became popular because I thought it was worth it. But no one turned out to be ( Read more... ) -
Deck The Halls, Or Smoke The Tires
Well what do you know? I got bored enough at 11:56 to write down a few things since it's been a little while. I was just gonna write down this monster paragraph but I'm feelin like it should have some order so Ill just do it another way ( Read more... ) -
The Sun That Never Raises
Very long week, full of bs after bs. Job still hasn't gave me a start date, so basicly I have a job Im not working at. School is still kinda in the air, I don't know how anything is really working out. I feel like I'm about to go insane, which makes no sense because I can't figure out why. I think it's an issue of bein semi-lonely, but fuck it. I ( Read more... ) -
How the Mighty Have Fallen
I have offically became addicted to house, and it is a sin.
"eyes burn from Marathon" -
Zac's new LJ
thats the main point for now, more news at 11.
-Z