Hi there... just seeing who is still on here
and if anyone misses me

I am thinking of Leaving California again.
The more I think about it I either want to be back in Seattle or closer to my family in texas

I am in Va right now.. its chilly but i seem to have missed all the snow.

I am trying to get back into shape and be a better healthier me.

My sister is getting married in the end of Feb, this is a pretty awesome event.
I will be in the wedding, in a tux.. looking dapper.

I think I want to move back to seattle, my trip was so good.

I have already booked my flight to be in Seattle over the Thanksgiving week.. Cant wait
Maybe I will just stay there

I think I am going to go to seattle for Thanksgiving

Sure I date women and try to find someone to make me happy, but I also know i keep my defenses up. Everytime i let someone in they have crushed me. Once again I let someone in, sooner than i normally would have and I have been crushed. She was the one who kept telling me how she loved our time together and how she wanted to wake up in my arms every ( Read more... )

I went out with Corey before I left to go to the Albany opening. We had some really good dates, she says she will miss me and cant wait til I get back... we will see. Work seems to always get in the way of relationships for me. I think she is awesome, but lets see how the two weeks pan out. But just to highlight how it has gone so far. Friday- 5 ( Read more... )

s been one big cluster fuck of fuck