This almost freaks me out in a way - just looking back on how much i have grown up and changed in the last 5 years is scary. Maybe i have changed in a lot of good ways - but also some that aren't so good. When did everyone really start to hate me? Maybe everyone doesn't actually hate me - but no one really wants to hang out ever and i just keep ( Read more... )

We went up to loveland pass today to snowboard and as always it was fucking incredible. we got there around 9 and got home about 330. We found so many good pillow lines - and of course fresh snow. Saturday we got a foot or more and then we have been getting a couple inches a night so it stays pretty fresh. casey took some really badass pictures ( Read more... )

haha, i guess a year is quite awhile and a lot has certainly happened - but i should start recording this shit ( Read more... )

**UPDATE** Casey and I are together!! (officially since Paige’s Solstice Party ( Read more... )

OK, as always it has been awhile, but hey whatever. I just cant figure out what to do with myself right now. Im at work and im so fucking jittery. I feel like i had 10 cups of coffee, and all i want to do is talk to casey. fuck. fuck. fuck. so last night we did e and it was so crazy. i first noticed i was fucked when i looked in the mirror, and my ( Read more... )

Grrrrrrrrrrreat. I just got home from caseys and this morning was well....interesting. We woke up and we're like oh, there is no one here cuz they went out to brunch, so ummmm some stuff was happening, and Steve - Casey's dad got back and just walked right in. To see us naked on top of eachother. My life just gets more and more fucked every day. ( Read more... )

Directions...start with 100% and subtract 5% for each thing you've done on the list...comment with your percentage ( Read more... )

Another Sunday. Wahoo... I feel like everything is just going by so fast, but the days arent too exciting anyway - i mean i really dont have that much of an objection to it, but it seems like weeks are flying by now. i am dreading the day that kiersten returns. i dont know what is going to happen - matt thinks she wont come around when we are there ( Read more... )

Today is the best day in the world. I swear, even though it is sunday which i dont usually consider a day i work 10 hours and im hungover as shit. i bought eminem tickets. august 9th and matt is going with me. i am so ciked. it is going to be fucking amazing. wahooooo.....happy mothers day too. and tomorrow happy birthday to my dad. im high. i ( Read more... )

Well I think I have fucked up again ( Read more... )