I have an eating disorder. There. I said it ( Read more... )

As most of you know from facebook, I passed!!!!! Those horribleworstofmylife exams didn't get the best of me! Although I have to admit I almost lost my sanity in the process and it will be repeated in april/may. But for now, I'm on holidays, celebrating goingtomakeamoveontheguy tomorrow and I'm off to Dublin on Tuesday :) Life's not too bad. 

I think I have a crush. You know, the butterfly feeling. Yeah, that one. I don't think the feeling is mutual but still, I haven't acted like this in what? 3 years? 

Well, I finished my exams just now and after over two months working non stop even during Christmas followed by two weeks of intense exams and more swotting, I feel I can safely say these were the hardest I've had to take in all my university life!

After my little panic last weekend I feel that I may have passed but we'll see. I should have the ( Read more... )

*must.pick.self.up*

Exams are not over, it's not because I've failed the two important ones that I have to fail the 3 I still have to pass.

And no, it's not like I always say I've failed and then end up having a great mark, this time I've really failed. The subjects were horrible and despite working my butt off for to weeks, literally not taking any ( Read more... )

I've decided what my resolutions will be:

- Stop thinking the grass is greener everywhere else than here

And for smaller things: run more, get healthy and stop yoyoing with my weight, oh and find the time to read more too!

Another year is finishing, where does the time go?

For the year recap, there's waaay too much to say about 2011:

1) I travelled SO much this past year: Poland, Budapest, Prague, Ukraine, Turkey, London, Dublin... and even NYC and Disney which was probably the best trip of my life so far! I know I have been very lucky in that domain and even though ( Read more... )

Phew ( Read more... )

Took the disgusting stuff yesterday and this morning, it really is horrible. Hopefully in a couple of hours everything will be over!

WHY THE FUCK ISN'T MY DAD ASKING HOW I AM AND HOW I AM COPING? And worse, my stepmother who usually tiptoes around me is actually showing a greater interest in how I'm doing and is acting more like a parent towards me than my dad is! If I didn't know better I'd really think he doesn't give a damn! AND he has the nerve to phone me to ask me to ring ( Read more... )