I love valentines day,when is there another time that you can walk into Spencers gifts and see 80 year ols and on down to 18 yr ols buying silk chinese hand cuffs,lick me gel,and mini vibrators,all at the same time.Its great,my husband and I cant have sex because of my recent biopsy last week,so that blows.Speaking of which looks like I am going to ( Read more... )

Well tommorow I go for my biopsy, its crazy but I am really trying to not think about it.Yesterday I went to get my haircut, and once again they cut my hair way to short,story of my life.Do you ever feel like your the subject of one of those T.V JOKE shows, like somone some where is watching and laughing and crying.I have began to question myself ( Read more... )

I raised hell at my sons school for not taking proper care of his diabetes and they were scramblling to fix it.I hate those pretentious bastards who think there better then everyone.Fuck you hes my child and I am going to do whatever it takes for him to get the care and education that he deserves to get.......Needless to say he is switching schools ( Read more... )

Last week I went to the doctor and she told me that there was a problem with my Pap. So I went to the Gyn. and she told me that my problem is serious and that she knows I have some form of cervical cancer shes just not sure to what extent.So right now they are running all kinds of test.Well I have been doind my research and have found out that ( Read more... )

I havent written in a while because of my dad , but hes home now and doing great the doc's say he will fully recover , he is a miracle.All is well in my world except for the usual.I am still on a journey , a journey of self discovery .I have so many talents but have no idea how to let loose and express them.I am a pin up queen trapped in a proper ( Read more... )

Today I CALLED The rehab where my dad is and my mom said my dad had a fever and was in alot of pain in his belly.which in my mind thats what started all this shit.Im nervous and scared he just now started to improve and had his spirits up again.I dont now what to do any more?

Isn't it funny when you realize that you can no longer talk candidly in front of your kids , or when someone says something on T.V that before your child payed no attention to,tonight we were watching the simpsons and Homer yelled PENIS my son started laughing and kept saying Penis over and over.

Today is thanksgiving and I have lots to be thankful for,my children,my husband,and my family.Even my dads health has improved ,he now has the ability to write and communicate.Its awesome,my son was even addmited to the hospital on monday but is fine now and was discharged in time for the holiday.Even though I know the craziness will all start ( Read more... )

My dad that has been in I.C.U is now awake and leaving the hospital to go to a rehab for vent patients.Good right?Well now he is angry very very angry and disgusted.especially with us.Its so hard,you want to be happy but then you see him and he almost seems like he is giving up on himself..This past month has been a roller coaster that I would not ( Read more... )

THIS WILL BE ONE OF THE HARDEST ENTRIES I HAVE WRITTEN BESIDES WHEN ROB DIED.MY DAD HAS BECOME VERY ILL AND GAS BEEN IN I.C.U FOR THREE WEEKS NOW.HE HAS ALMOST PASSED 4 TIMES ALREADY AND IS STILL VERY CLOSE .IT IS HOUR TO HOUR THE DOCTORS SAY.MY DAD IS 65 BUT IS ALWAYS ACTIVE AND HEALTHY.MY DAD WENT IN FOR A STOMACH ACHE TO THE EMERGENCY AND ( Read more... )