Well so much for happy new year...
Last week I went to the doctor and she told me that there was a problem with my Pap. So I went to the Gyn. and she told me that my problem is serious and that she knows I have some form of cervical cancer shes just not sure to what extent.So right now they are running all kinds of test.Well I have been doind my research and have found out that there is a chance that I might have to have a hysterectomy or even some type of Chemo or radiation.I am trying to look on the bright side but its kind of hard and keeping my mind of of it is impossible. I look at my sons and it reminds me and when I look at my husband I feel like crap because I know that it is scaring the hell out of him, the thought of losing me or not having anymore children its got to be hurting...I have to take it one day at a time..