Well I again reached that time in the cycle in my life where I hit abosoulte rock bottom. Everything suddenly collapsed all around me even more that it was before. Steve my cousin my partner, he OD'd on sleeping pill at his baseball game on thursday because he thought they were energy pills. Now is in the hospital in Brighton and the only thing ( Read more... )

Well ok I lied I really dont give a shit what happens to me this summer. Me and Steve layed down the master plan, and it is outta control off the shizzy dizzy. Arite heres the plan for the summer. I'm gonna change my schedule at my job right now so that I can work the morning shift which is 9am-2pm On monday, tuesday and wednesday and I'm gettin a ( Read more... )

Yep life is on one of those plateaus where you really dont give 2 shits about anything anymore. Me and Melanie crashed and burned just like I knew we would. It's so scary to me because I'm reverting right back to the person I've tried for 1 and 1/2 years to change from, but oh well things happen I guess. I was so close to, I swear on my life ( Read more... )

I've gotta say this is close to being the most fucked up I've ever been and it was going so good, well this is it I guess I'm in my final stage of growing up ( Read more... )

Well break was ok I guess did some shit that I wish I wouldnt have and got myself back into some of my old bad habits but oh well its all good I guess. I really dont know anymore about me and Melanie it was fun while it lasted I guess, but I guess all good things have to come to an end sometime, and I think our time is coming up real soon. Oh well ( Read more... )

Yep havent updated in a while. Jobs going great met some really sweet people there. Like Mark that guys so awesome, and funny as hell me and him always have the best time unloading trucks, lmfao all crusing around on the electric pallet lifter Mark all I repeat NEVER EVER RIDE THIS THING as he all crashes into the side of the truck, pallets and ( Read more... )

Melanie Berent is the best person I have ever met in my life I dont know where I would be right now if I didnt meet her. I love her so much. I was really really doubtful at the beggining and so much shit was going on that I really doubted us. But now everything is just turning around and life is so great, I can finally breathe again. I'm so glad ( Read more... )

WHAT A SONG THIS IS I HEARD IT OVER MELANIES ONE TIME AND THIS SONG FUCKIN ROCKS SPEAKS TRUTH IN 23092384702938749023874092837 MILLION WAYS ALL SHALL READ AND AGREE HOW TRUE THIS SONG IS ( Read more... )

Well this week has been pretty sweet worrying bout my damn test all week but I passed and got the job. I go on monday for my orientation my licence is so close I can smell it. Friday was a blast school was great all the way up to 5th hour when fuckin stupid bitch ass people (mentioning no names) were being there you usual stupid bitch ass selves ( Read more... )

What do you see in the dark ( Read more... )