To all my lj friends who have read, listened to all my ranting, emotional outbursts, icon related stuff and just basically being an amazing set of friends who I never thought I'd have. Just to say I hope you all have an amazing time off, get good pressies and give a few good ones, for you to just relax and not feel forced to be happy when you don't ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with excitment and anticipation a bit like Christmas morning. I was excited because I knew what the possibilty could and would be but there was a small part of me thinking that something must have gone wrong. Outside didn't seem any different but it felt like something profound had happened. It was only when I opened my ( Read more... )

As most of you know I go to see a counsellor and I've found that I'm not going to be able to see her for a month because of building work. So I have to wait until September which I know isn't that long but I don't know when I'll be able to see her then because I'll be working and studying part time at uni. It's really ironic because the past few ( Read more... )

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Hey had a horrible day at work. The managements been in mass panic as some head librarian is retiring and the partys happening in Blackwells', why I don't know. So all the displays I did got redone, all the shelving I did got redone and we had to peel off old stickers to replace with the new ones. Completely pointless, I'm mean whats the point in ( Read more... )

Was online and fuckwit popped up asking whether I was talking or not. So, maybe this was dumb, I put across my feelings as to why I stopped talking. He then said he wasn't talking about me so I said you weren't being friendly to start off with and didn't seem like you wanted to engage in any kind of convo. So he said he did. I then told him that ( Read more... )

Just had completely horrible misogynistic conversation with H(FUCKWIT)which I will now post ( Read more... )

Have had a crap day today, not just because of the fucking weather, where the hell has summer gone. Personally I blame Bush for this! Have really bad PMT and having driving everyone mad. I get really angry and nasty and then spend about an hour crying. Hopefully it'll calm down or I'll lock myself in my room untill I've calmed down ( Read more... )