So pretty much I really feel like I am going nowhere... Things change and yet I still  sit here doing all the same things. It can be frustrating when I think about it. I start to push myself and then I get scared and stay stagnant. I am going to break this cycle eventually, but when is the question. I push myself in some areas and in some I just ( Read more... )

Sooooo I came to the conclusion that a whole lot has canged in the past few years. For some reason I don't do all the things I used to... It's like I've grown up, but I really haven't. I'm still me. Or am I still me? I miss so much of my past. I miss the friends I used to be a lot closer with. For some reason we just have drifted apart. No real ( Read more... )

I'm back!!! 
I don't really know if anyone uses this anymore but I am still going to use it just because I want to. I realized I don't have any entry's from 2006 either so I just had to make one. What a crazy year. I am going to college!!! I never thought this day would come and I was soo excited for it but now I'm not. I'm really scared. I know it ( Read more... )

Times are changing... idk its really weird. Like it feels in just the past few weeks I've grown up. Not like I'm all offically mature just because I turned 18 but I think things have changed and I really don't like it.  I sometimes really just want to go back to the days of just playing in the sandbox and not worrying about anything. I miss the ( Read more... )

4. L.O.V.E.

I'm talkin' bout love
All my girls stand in a circle and clap your hands this is for you
Ups and downs highs and lows no matter what you see me through
My boyfriend he don't answer on the telephone
I don't even know where the hell he goes
But all my girls we're in a circle and nobody's gonna break through

L,O,L,O,L,O,L.O.V.E
L,O,L,O,L,O
L,O,L,O, ( Read more... )

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! I'M 18 wahooo!!!!!!!! Yay for me. OOOH and i'm having an awesome most happenin partay!!!!!!!!!

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It is definatly looking like Christmas right down to everyone being sick! Man I feel very sick..... uhhhg. Finals are here and I finished one and have like two more to go. Ugh. Tell me when will this madness end? My head feels like it is going to expload!!! I have to go to the dentist soon, and I am definatly not looking forward to that at all. So ( Read more... )

I'm so excited I found out I can get on this during class. How exciting! So yeah nothing new is really going on Im going caroling tonight with my Bible study other than that... nothing. So peace out...

I have finally gotten my first official job!!!! It's pretty crazy. I am going to be working at Cactus High school in the daycare after school. I'm so excited. It is seriously like the perfect job for me. It's from 2 30 to 5 on Monday- Friday. Plus it makes 7 bucks an hour without any taxes being taken out. I'm sooo happy. I defininatly could use ( Read more... )