Mar 05, 2007 21:38
So pretty much I really feel like I am going nowhere... Things change and yet I still sit here doing all the same things. It can be frustrating when I think about it. I start to push myself and then I get scared and stay stagnant. I am going to break this cycle eventually, but when is the question. I push myself in some areas and in some I just stay the same. I wish I would push my relationship with Christ more. I really need to be constantly growing but I feel like I stay the same and that my fire is dimming. Welp I want to say more but I have a huge head ache and I think I am getting an infection... not feeling to great. mucho love. P.S. I need to use this sucker more.