why baby why?

[carina_red]

i miss berlin. i really feel like i need to get out of santa cruz. i feel like i am slipping away here. i don't know if that makes sense, but... well i don't know i can describe it any other way. it's weird. i am happy to be around all the people that i love and things like that, i just don't feel happy here. other then people (which i KNOW is a

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[kathkelch]

I totally know how you feel. It's so easy to fall into the same old habits.

You're lucky to have Santa Cruz as a home base, somewhere you can always go back to. (I don't feel that way about Maryland anymore. God. No way I could go back there.)

I know for me, I only feel good about myself if I'm working towards something. (Hence I've been in school for like A MILLION years.) Maybe you're the same way? It doesn't have to be school necessarily. What about cooking school?

[carina_red]

yeah, i've been thinking it's time to go back to school...