Ugh I just need to vent about stupid shit that doesent even matter in the eyes of everyone around me, which it shouldnt... I am just so angry, upset and depressed over this stupid boy! Stupid stupid stupid moron boy... who cannot see the total package when its right in front of him. No, he would rather play world of warcraft and choose that game ( Read more... )

i need to write... im a mess lol, not totally, but man.. I am so tired of being miserable.. it sucks, like im known as the 'miserable' one now.. I want out of that, I need to be happy, I just wish I knew how to make myself happy and not depend on others to make me happy... how the hell do i just be happy.. how are people just happy with life?? I ( Read more... )

So lets do an update eh! I really wish i wrote more in this, i love the archives lol they are so fun to go back and see how rediculously immature you were haha.. (oh.. still are haha ( Read more... )

Seriously I warn you not to read this unless you want to hear the immature boy drama in my life because that is what im going to write about and I dont care what you think I need to put it somewhere! lol ( Read more... )

oh valentines day was a load of crap... lol always is every year.. i swear when i know v-day is coming up I 1) try and make my significant other plan something really romantic then 2) get really into the idea of going out to a nice romantic dinner and then a romantic night then 3) find something.. ANYTHING to get pissed off about and make sure we ( Read more... )

oh boys... how they ring me around the neck every time.. :sigh ( Read more... )

I havent written in foreverrrrrrrrr, so update... still with the boy yes, i have a stalker who is obsessed wtih me who lives in my apartment complex... not a bad looking boy.. i think he is just lonely (hes army) but I can already tell he'd be way to clingy.. but I love Ryan still... as much as we can get into it... I just love him ( Read more... )

Lets see, it is January 3, 2008, and I have to work at 345. I have not updated since Octoberish I believe, not really a whole lot has happened, school and boyfriend and whatnot ( Read more... )

so lets see, schools alright. ROTC is annoying, and obnoxious.. ijust want to be commissioned already, but i guess I still have alot to learn ( Read more... )

drunk yayyyyyy!!!!!!!! lol

drunk drunk drunk.... gosh i love it nowadays... dont get enough of it.....

lol.. lol... yayyyyy .. am i 21 yet?.. yeah i still love ryan.. gosh i love him... just plain and simple... love... meskevich... i cant get him outa me.. i just love him....