my grandpas having heart surgery. and i should be there. i worked so hard to get into college and i run away from my family and he needs me and i'm not there and i should be. i should be there and i can't. and i hate it.

Tomorrow is my birthday!!!!!!!!!!! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! One week till my party!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was so excited about having a boyfriend. i went overboard. i just.... i was so ready to be a good girlfriend. once i decided to quit smoking i figured that that meant everything was going to be perfect. and it was.. for exactly two days. valentines day and his birthday were incredible. and now that we're not trying to be romantic for a holiday i ( Read more... )

hi mike. since you're the only one who reads this and everything. i tried calling you back before. good job answering. i really appreciate you calling. its torture being here. because i want to be here so badly but it's all so sad. all anyone can talk about is my grandma, and the hospital is just sickening. beongthere is gross. today we went to the ( Read more... )

i'm so lucky to have the family i have. nights like this make me miss her so much but also just make me so glad that we can still have nights like this and somehow she still is there with us.

RIP Momma Pat, we love you <3

RIP Momma Pat - September 23rd 2006

The last time I had one of these things you were sick. And we were all so scared. We spent every night praying for you to get better. And you did. And now you're gone, I just can't believe it. Everyone misses you. We love you. We love you more then anything.