deleting my connections with my former "good" friend. i would say bestfriend, but, from what i was told last nite, i can't really be sure. and the strangest thing is that it was the same force that drove us apart last time, before her abrupt departure, that sparked the tumoil again. but i'm much stronger now then i was before, and i now realized ( Read more... )

as awesome as drinking can be, it DOES have its bad points. like this killer hangover i have rite now...for one. there r other details, but i cant even begin to go into that without needing another drink. so yes, i did get my tattoo, and it's pealing like crazy rite now. it looks pretty good tho. the only downfall to the whole tattooed back thing ( Read more... )

this is my primary tattoo idea,
tell me what you think
(that is, if it actually shows up on ur screen)

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grrr, of all the things he had to notice it had to be the one thing that makes me feel worst of all. other things have changed besides my weight, yet, of course, that had to be be the first thing he just had to point out to me. that shit pisses me off, i dont look that much worse with a few extra pounds; and then, i was made to believe that too ( Read more... )

it's hard to believe an entire week has gone by and it's once again time to go back to school! i've wasted to much time on absolutely nothing that now my head is swimming in an endless list of things to do. but i guess i'm making up for it now (cliffnotes style). i've been doing homework since about nine pm yesterday, and even now, about six hours ( Read more... )

i dunno where the last five hours have gone, but it def hasnt been put towards sleeping. today was ok, better than fuckin sat, that was boring as anything. sat was spent on a lil bit of drinking, and a lot of aimless driving and sitting. today had that too, but some distractions and a movie. i finally found a job, and it fits all my criteria: i do ( Read more... )

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
Labour and rest, that equal periods keep;
"Obedient slumbers that can wake and weep;"
Desires compos'd, affections ever ev'n,
Tears that delight, and sighs that waft to Heav'n.
Grace shines ( Read more... )

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Forget your wool coats and fleece-lined jeans. Christmas in Hawai'i is definitely more akin to white, sandy beaches than snow-capped mountains. But even without a winter wonderland marking the start of the season it's still a special and unique time of year for locals and visitors alike ( Read more... )

Color- noun- That aspect of things that is caused by differing qualities of the light reflected or emitted by them, definable in terms of the observer or of the light (dictionary definition ( Read more... )