Apr 06, 2004 06:03
i dunno where the last five hours have gone, but it def hasnt been put towards sleeping. today was ok, better than fuckin sat, that was boring as anything. sat was spent on a lil bit of drinking, and a lot of aimless driving and sitting. today had that too, but some distractions and a movie. i finally found a job, and it fits all my criteria: i do nothing, its easy to get to, the hours rnt late, and its rite next to my number one obsession....jamba juice. i've seen too many movies over the past few days. mainly i saw "prince and me" and "eternal sunshine of a spotless mind. the latter, in my opinion, was one of the best movies ive seen this year. rite now tho, i have a lil dilemma on my hands: i fucked up my eyebrows. maybe if i go to the tanning place it wont be as noticeable? i hate when this happens, cuz i never know whether i should pretend it never happened, or freak out and just avoid all social intercourse until the problem resolves itself. a stupid problem, for a stupid girl who just cant seem to get shit rite. oh, but i finally lost weight. i'm not sure if its the result of me being on that south beach diet, or just cuz i spent the last weekend getting wasted and ignoring basic necessities like food and sleep. i'm pretty pissed off at a certain chick who thinks its okay to be hanging my dirty laundry out in the pubic eye. cuz that's not cool at all, and if she isnt going to give me a sincere apology sometime soon (not like the lame bullshit she told me already) some considerations accoriding to our friendship are going to be made. she's screwed me over too many times to still have my trust; tho she lost my respect a long time ago. well i'm gonna try sleeping, cuz my mom will be waking up sometime soon. nite.