arrrgggggg

[camostriker]

i can't sleep. i think to much when i lie down. i think of things that might happen. i think of things i don't want to happen. i think of things i wish could happen. but nothing is ever gonna happpen. i just think it is so i lose sleep over it. while sitting here i went through all my old post. i cared a lot about this one person. but i am getting

Comments

[captain_ron4now]

i went though the exact same thing you are going though... only advice i got to give you is that time has a funny way of changing things. It may be hard to deal with but you got to just sit it out.

luckily for me though my little crush on some one took place right before summer so i didnt see her for about 3 mounths so it kinda was easy for me to forget about it although i still see her some times i just think to myself its not worth it and just forget about it

[camostriker]

well i have to tell her how i feel later this morning. and i can't sleep once more. i don't know how i am gonna tell her. i hope i can. and i can only hope that i don't make her change her mind on anything thats shes going to do with anyone. if i did that i may have ruined something that could make her happy. god i need to sleep. and i need to stop thinking.

[camostriker]

i didn't have the balls...........i need to get the balls and i need to tell her

[mseraphm]

First off, you think too much. Second, you never had any balls. And third, stop it with this Janine Faytucker!

[captain_ron4now]

since when was the crush on Janine Faytucker?