Title: Perhaps
Author:
stupidbakau Pairing: Minho/Taemin
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 1343
Prompt: Picture Prompt
Disclaimer: I do not own anything but only the plot
Summary: Taemin is waiting for a day when things to turn better
A/n: I'm joining shawol_haven again! This time is for
challenge 008~
He doesn’t know what he got himself into, everyday living in the same kind of disappointment. He knows it would never change but his heart never fails to hope, hope for his presence the next morning. He sat up on the comfy pink bed, he was hesitant to look at the bed that was place just beside. Even though answer would be like every other morning, but he still hopes for a day where he would be there.
Again, the figure wasn’t there. Another stab of disappointment was felt in his heart. The untidy bed was evidence of his presence, perhaps he was really silly and perhaps he was just lonely… He crawled to the other bed, laid on it, curling his hold body into a circle just to feel the last warmth that person left on the bed.
Like the guy said, he would find him if he want to. Taemin just listen to it foolishly. Like every other time, Taemin have to wait at least a few days before he would be able to see him again. Taemin doesn’t interfere with his business but glad he was back. Even if the curiosity was killing him, but he never put an effort to find out.
Why? It was because he was afraid to find out the truth. What if that man was married and had 3 kids, doesn’t it mean he was breaking a family apart? That’s why, he choose not to know and continuing loving the guy. Maybe that’s how love should be.
It was an off day for Taemin, since Key was back to help out in the shop he can get more day off. He sat on the sofa, eating the ice cream he brought from the shop he worked at. The freezing delight that melts in his mouth, he could help to smile like a kid. The door bell rang, Taemin shot up quickly and open the door. He doesn’t really need to peep through the peep hole on the door because he knows exactly who is there.
“Minho hyung.” He jumped and wrapped his hands around Minho’s neck, Minho just ruffled his head as if he was a child.
“Taemin, did you miss me?” his low voice that Taemin longed to hear for, finally was back. He leaned a little to let their lips touch, Minho gladly accept the kiss. It been too long since their last kiss, maybe to them three days was a little too long.
Taemin threw a set of pajamas to Minho since Minho frequently stayed over, it was essential to prepare a set for him. Minho changed to it before lying on the bed that was beside Taemin.
“Hyung, can I sleep with you?” Minho eyes widen a little before breaking out in a smile.
“Aren’t you sleeping with me now?” Taemin pouted as he crawled over to Minho’s bed.
“This is sleeping with you, that is sleeping near you. It’s different.” Minho sniggered at his childish theory but still moved a little to give some space for his dear Taeminnie. He placed a kiss softly on his lover’s forehead and pulled the small blanket over the both of them. He wrapped his arms around the small figure.
“Good night, Taeminnie.”
It was like how Taemin expected to see the next morning. The figure beside him was gone only leaving an empty space on the bed. Taemin cursed mentally for being a heavy sleeper, how he wished he could wake up when Minho moved away from the bed. Still regret won’t change anything at all, it would only just add to the pain.
Perhaps next time…
“Taemin, we are closing for the day.” Jinki informed Taemin. Jinki was the boss of this ice cream shop and Taemin was just a worker at the shop. Lighting flashed and thunder roared outside the shop. Taemin sighed as tonight he knows he wasn’t going home dry. He made his way to the front door, he wanted to pull the shutter down but his action was stopped by a certain voice. A voice he was waiting for days.
“Taemin…” He looked up, it was the man that he was waiting for, Choi Minho. He has been standing in the heavy rain for hours and was soaked from head to toe. Taemin stood up and looked at his so called lover, Minho didn’t say anything else and hugged the boy tightly in his arms.
“I miss you…” he whispered these three words softly in his ears which were enough to bring tears in his eyes. He just simply missed him too much.
“Taemin, I’ll close the shop. You can go home first.” Jinki knows about Taemin’s story, of course he would be considerate enough to let Taemin spend more time with Minho.
“Thanks hyung.” He thanked him from the bottom of his heart.
Both were soaking wet from the rain but it was the first time Taemin felt happy to be drenched in the rain. Anything that has to do with Minho, he would just feel blissful and happy.
“Hyung, do you want to take a shower?” Minho just smiled and let his hand run along the blond hair.
“After you, Taemin. I don’t want you to catch a cold.” Minho turned around to the bedroom to find a cloth and dry himself a little while waiting. Taemin grabbed tightly on his wrist.
“Hyung… Let’s bath together…” His cheek flushed pink, he never know he could say those words. Words to ask Minho to eat him up despite the fact that he doesn’t like the pain he would be feeling in the next morning.
He never felt this awkward before, taking his clothes off right in front of the guy he love. Minho was just leaning on the sink, looking at Taemin taking off his article one by one. Usually if Minho were to do it, it wouldn’t be so slow and awkward. After he pulled down his boxer, he flushed into deep red, his skin were a little red. Minho started to take off his clothes when Taemin was standing there naked. Minho wanted to take off his wet shirt, but Taemin stopped him.
“Hyung, let me help you.” Taemin doesn’t know when this kind of embarrassment would fade off, but there only a thought in his mind that was to continue what he was doing. He helped his hyung to pull the shirt off, fingers deliberately brushed on his abs. Minho could see Taemin’s finger trembling as he moves and he decided not to let this awkwardness continue on.
“Taemin, don’t worry… I will lead.” He grabbed his hands, pulled and let Taemin’s body lean on his. He captured his lips and used his tongue to do wonder, making his maknae out of breathe and helplessly lean on his body.
Maybe Taemin initiative was the reason for the long sleepless night, Minho just couldn’t get enough of Taemin scent. His hands had roamed around his body for the nth time, sloppy kisses where shared to ease Taemin’s pain. He only came to a stop where Taemin was too tired to talk. He let Taemin rest on his chest to catch his breath as he caress his hair softly.
“Hyung…”
“Hmm?”
“Are we lovers?”
“Yes.”
“Then, can you don’t go?” His disappearance has always bring insecurity to their love. Minho knows clearly what he meant but he can’t stay… A kiss was planted on his forehead again. Silence engulf them again, maybe it wasn’t the right time to ask.
He felt that he was fully dressed with the spongebob square pants pajamas. To him it wasn’t surprised at all to see empty space again on the bed at the side where Minho always sleeps at. Again the messy state, he knows at least Minho has sleep here for the night. He sat up as he saw the notepad on the table lamp.
Will be back tonight, I promise.
Love Minh
Perhaps one day Taemin would wake up one day and find him sleeping by his side.
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HAPPY EARLY VALENTINE DAY!!!
I'm so afraid that I may not be able to rush out a valentine day fic so this is somehow a subsitute for it :D
okay, even though there is not valentine day related but it happy ending :D
Soon I'm going to deal with an annoying person later and it may make my happy mood go away so I decided to write this before it becomes a hate fic where a lot of hatred...
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