내가 사랑했던 이름 (10/?)
Title:내가 사랑했던 이름
Pairing: Jonghyun/Key, !oneside Onew/Key, !side Minho/Taemin
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Chapter: 10/?
Summary: Jonghyun waited for him to come back after five years...
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-Jonghuyn POV-
Rather than Key carrying the kid, it was me who carried Jongyeon to the company. Jongyeon was a smart kid, he sensed something had happened. We got down from the van and headed towards the main door.
“Jonghyun ahjusshi, will everything be alright?” his timid voice, I guess he was frightened by the stiff atmosphere we had. He was fidgeting with his fingers. I ruffled his hair.
“Don’t worry. Everything will be alright. With Jonghyun ahjusshi here, nothing will go wrong.” His little face brightens up, carrying a gleeful smile on his face.
“Thank you Jonghyun ahjusshi!” His little arms wrapped around my neck.
The secretary stopped us, telling us to keep the kid outside before we go in. I placed Jongyeon down and Kibum knelt down.
“Jongyeon, be a good boy and stay outside. Promise?” Kibum showed his pinky finger and Jongyeon held Kibum’s pinky finger with his own. Their relationship is really close. Kibum must have raised him as if it was his flesh and blood.
“Promise!” Kibum then planted a kiss on the little fellow’s forehead and headed in with us.
The five of us gathered around the only office desk in the room. I show Key’s hand shaking under the table, not within the manger’s sight. I grabbed his hand with mine, squeezing his cold hand a little. He then looked in my eyes, his eyes were full or fear and uneasiness.
Was he worried that they might take Jongyeon away?
“Who idea was it to bring that kid there?” Manager was looking at Kibum, thinking that he was responsible for it.
“It’s me. I don’t think it was safe to leave a kid home alone. Furthermore, he wasn’t used to living in Korea.” Jinki and Kibum was shocked that I said it was me. Manager hyung also looked at be unbelievingly.
“I was expecting a more responsible act from you Jonghyun. Anyway, I dealt with the press by saying that kid was Kibum’s little cousin who is exceptionally close to you all. I hope that the stories coming out from all of your mouth would be the same. Is that clear?” His tone was firm. Everyone nodded. Rather than asking as if we were okay with the story, he was telling his final decision and wanted us to remember it.
He didn’t really reprimand us, it wasn’t that bad.
“Anyway, since all of you had already come back to Korea. It means a comeback for SHINee. Therefore, all of you have to start recording songs and film for the upcoming album. Everything will start after this week. I wished that all of you would be prepared for it.” Key looked relieved as manager hyung didn’t ask Jongyeon to go. After all Jongyeon was Kibum’s son, I don’t think he would be that heartless to break them up.
“This would be also your last album. The management has decided to focus on the new debut groups. Except for Jonghyun and Jinki. Others are free to choose their own schedule. I have finished what I needed to say, you may go now.” He dismissed us. What? Does that means SHINee will disband?
With the atmosphere lighten around the house, it felt much easier to breathe. Jongyeon was playing with the maknae while Minho who was sitting at the side laughing at their pouting contest.
“Hyung, I’m cuter right?” Taemin then puffed up his cheeks as Jongyeon did the same. Minho would only ruffle his lover’s hair and not reply anything. This was what I call a smart way to reply.
“How’s your life in other country? Didn’t you said that you gotten married two years ago?” Minho nodded.
“Yeah, even though we just say our vowel in a church with a pastor and exchange rings. I guess that counted as marriage to us.” There was a blissful smile on Minho’s face, it was rare for the him to show his emotion like that. I managed to see the ring on his ring finger. How nice it is to get married with someone you love despite the world’s rejection towards gay marriage. How I wished, Key and I could do something like that too.
“Did you take any wedding photos?” Kibum suddenly asked. Minho thought about it and shook his head.
“We wanted to keep it simple, so it’s just a wedding ceremony.” It’s true. What if the photos were to leak out or they were blackmailed by the photographer? It wouldn’t be nice. What Minho did was right even though it may seem like a waste. Having to only keep their most memorable memory in their heart, at least it’s still a memory.
“Too bad we weren’t there at your wedding.” I commented. Wouldn’t it feel rather depressing to have no one there?
“Jinki hyung was there at least.” I shot a glare at Jinki hyung, he was the one who told me they got married, why didn’t I guess he attended their wedding?
“I was performing at that country that time and happened to be there. You were also busy in Japan for your solo album debut.” He defended himself just like that. At least I wasn’t alone in SHINee who didn’t see their wedding.
“The wedding must have been beautiful, right?” Kibum looked at Taemin and Minho, who were both nodding their head. Their hand interlocked with each other so lovingly…
Kibum-ah, I don’t mind at all if you have kids. Can you be mine?
I laughed slightly at my silly thoughts, how I wished I could really say it but Kibum didn’t like gays at all. Wait… Wait a minute. If Key didn’t like gay, wouldn’t he hate 2min? Wouldn’t he object to their marriage? Wouldn’t he pull Jongyeon away?
Does that mean, Kibum didn’t mind?
Does that mean Key actually didn’t mind gays at all?
A smile crept up my face. I may still stand a chance. I promise, I will let you fall in love with Me, Key. I won’t let you escape from my side anymore.
“What are you guys going to do after the last album?” Minho thought about it and took a quick glance at Taemin.
“Maybe I would continue to be on dream team?” I guess Minho wasn’t sure if he should stay in the entertainment business since it may affect his private life with Taemin.
“Actually Manager hyung did ask me to help out in choreography for the other singer in SM entertainment, I guess I would do what I do best? How about you Key hyung?” I looked at Kibum… What would be his choices? Would he stay in Korea?
“I haven’t thought about it yet, because whatever I choose right now, I must consider about Jongyeonie too.” I really hope that your decision would be staying here with me. I don’t know if I could leave another few years without you.
“I know, you can stay here and help out with the fashion of the other idol in SM town.” I suggested. Then we will all be working in SM company but the most important thing was, you will be here with me.
“Let me think about it.” Key replied calmly.
It was already night time and everyone was asleep in their respective room. Well, accept for me. I was lurking around outside manager hyung’s room, which was now Jongyeon and Key’s room, trying to understand more about them by overhearing their soft conversation. I wasn’t called a puppy for nothing. With my sensitive hearing, I can hear what they were saying.
“Umma, why do you look so unhappy?” Did Key look unhappy? Was Key unhappy?
“It’s because after this week I can’t spend much time with my Jongyeonie.” I didn’t really expect Key’s reason to be so, well, simple I guess. It’s perfectly alright for him to hide things from Jongyeon, since he was still a kid but what could be the reason for him being sad?
“Don’t worry Umma. I will take good care of myself.” Kids who come from the single family are always so mature and understanding.
“I know.” I heard a soft peck. I guess Key was giving goodnight kisses to Jongyeon. How I wish I can have one too.
“Get some rest.” I heard them shifting under the blanket again, only when there’s complete silence I left my spot. Key-ah, why do I feel that you are hiding something from me? Why do I feel as if there’s a mask in front of you?
“What are you doing here?” I turned to look at Jinki, I was too deep in thoughts that I didn’t realize his presence.
“I was just checking if Jongyeon was okay.” Jinki seemed a little shocked that I was caring about Jongyeon. Why did he give me such an expression?
“Jonghyun, did you know about it?” About what? I still remembered you lied to me these five years that you didn’t know the reason why he left. I know you know it, it’s just that you didn’t want to tell me. Perhaps it was time that I try to get it out from his mouth.
“Was there something I should know but I don’t?” Jinki was taken aback by my question, only making him realize he just told me right in my face that he has a secret that I don’t know.
“Hyung, you kept it from me for five years, isn’t it about time you should tell me? How long do you want to keep it from me?” Jinki kept silence. I was right that he know why Key left and kept it from me. He was waver by me.
“Jonghyun-ah… I-”
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I'm really touch that there are still people wanting to read this fic when it's not really fluff and yeah... >.<
So I'm going write till the end with the latest ending I thought for this fic.
Actually I took a long time before posting up this chapter due to the fact that I keep adding things in the chapter >.<
Well, it's going 2am in the night soon, and I have school tomorrow~
I promise to make the progression a good one. I try >.<
Pairing: Jonghyun/Key, !oneside Onew/Key, !side Minho/Taemin
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Chapter: 10/?
Summary: Jonghyun waited for him to come back after five years...
(Previous Chapter) | (Next Chapter)
-Jonghuyn POV-
Rather than Key carrying the kid, it was me who carried Jongyeon to the company. Jongyeon was a smart kid, he sensed something had happened. We got down from the van and headed towards the main door.
“Jonghyun ahjusshi, will everything be alright?” his timid voice, I guess he was frightened by the stiff atmosphere we had. He was fidgeting with his fingers. I ruffled his hair.
“Don’t worry. Everything will be alright. With Jonghyun ahjusshi here, nothing will go wrong.” His little face brightens up, carrying a gleeful smile on his face.
“Thank you Jonghyun ahjusshi!” His little arms wrapped around my neck.
The secretary stopped us, telling us to keep the kid outside before we go in. I placed Jongyeon down and Kibum knelt down.
“Jongyeon, be a good boy and stay outside. Promise?” Kibum showed his pinky finger and Jongyeon held Kibum’s pinky finger with his own. Their relationship is really close. Kibum must have raised him as if it was his flesh and blood.
“Promise!” Kibum then planted a kiss on the little fellow’s forehead and headed in with us.
The five of us gathered around the only office desk in the room. I show Key’s hand shaking under the table, not within the manger’s sight. I grabbed his hand with mine, squeezing his cold hand a little. He then looked in my eyes, his eyes were full or fear and uneasiness.
Was he worried that they might take Jongyeon away?
“Who idea was it to bring that kid there?” Manager was looking at Kibum, thinking that he was responsible for it.
“It’s me. I don’t think it was safe to leave a kid home alone. Furthermore, he wasn’t used to living in Korea.” Jinki and Kibum was shocked that I said it was me. Manager hyung also looked at be unbelievingly.
“I was expecting a more responsible act from you Jonghyun. Anyway, I dealt with the press by saying that kid was Kibum’s little cousin who is exceptionally close to you all. I hope that the stories coming out from all of your mouth would be the same. Is that clear?” His tone was firm. Everyone nodded. Rather than asking as if we were okay with the story, he was telling his final decision and wanted us to remember it.
He didn’t really reprimand us, it wasn’t that bad.
“Anyway, since all of you had already come back to Korea. It means a comeback for SHINee. Therefore, all of you have to start recording songs and film for the upcoming album. Everything will start after this week. I wished that all of you would be prepared for it.” Key looked relieved as manager hyung didn’t ask Jongyeon to go. After all Jongyeon was Kibum’s son, I don’t think he would be that heartless to break them up.
“This would be also your last album. The management has decided to focus on the new debut groups. Except for Jonghyun and Jinki. Others are free to choose their own schedule. I have finished what I needed to say, you may go now.” He dismissed us. What? Does that means SHINee will disband?
With the atmosphere lighten around the house, it felt much easier to breathe. Jongyeon was playing with the maknae while Minho who was sitting at the side laughing at their pouting contest.
“Hyung, I’m cuter right?” Taemin then puffed up his cheeks as Jongyeon did the same. Minho would only ruffle his lover’s hair and not reply anything. This was what I call a smart way to reply.
“How’s your life in other country? Didn’t you said that you gotten married two years ago?” Minho nodded.
“Yeah, even though we just say our vowel in a church with a pastor and exchange rings. I guess that counted as marriage to us.” There was a blissful smile on Minho’s face, it was rare for the him to show his emotion like that. I managed to see the ring on his ring finger. How nice it is to get married with someone you love despite the world’s rejection towards gay marriage. How I wished, Key and I could do something like that too.
“Did you take any wedding photos?” Kibum suddenly asked. Minho thought about it and shook his head.
“We wanted to keep it simple, so it’s just a wedding ceremony.” It’s true. What if the photos were to leak out or they were blackmailed by the photographer? It wouldn’t be nice. What Minho did was right even though it may seem like a waste. Having to only keep their most memorable memory in their heart, at least it’s still a memory.
“Too bad we weren’t there at your wedding.” I commented. Wouldn’t it feel rather depressing to have no one there?
“Jinki hyung was there at least.” I shot a glare at Jinki hyung, he was the one who told me they got married, why didn’t I guess he attended their wedding?
“I was performing at that country that time and happened to be there. You were also busy in Japan for your solo album debut.” He defended himself just like that. At least I wasn’t alone in SHINee who didn’t see their wedding.
“The wedding must have been beautiful, right?” Kibum looked at Taemin and Minho, who were both nodding their head. Their hand interlocked with each other so lovingly…
Kibum-ah, I don’t mind at all if you have kids. Can you be mine?
I laughed slightly at my silly thoughts, how I wished I could really say it but Kibum didn’t like gays at all. Wait… Wait a minute. If Key didn’t like gay, wouldn’t he hate 2min? Wouldn’t he object to their marriage? Wouldn’t he pull Jongyeon away?
Does that mean, Kibum didn’t mind?
Does that mean Key actually didn’t mind gays at all?
A smile crept up my face. I may still stand a chance. I promise, I will let you fall in love with Me, Key. I won’t let you escape from my side anymore.
“What are you guys going to do after the last album?” Minho thought about it and took a quick glance at Taemin.
“Maybe I would continue to be on dream team?” I guess Minho wasn’t sure if he should stay in the entertainment business since it may affect his private life with Taemin.
“Actually Manager hyung did ask me to help out in choreography for the other singer in SM entertainment, I guess I would do what I do best? How about you Key hyung?” I looked at Kibum… What would be his choices? Would he stay in Korea?
“I haven’t thought about it yet, because whatever I choose right now, I must consider about Jongyeonie too.” I really hope that your decision would be staying here with me. I don’t know if I could leave another few years without you.
“I know, you can stay here and help out with the fashion of the other idol in SM town.” I suggested. Then we will all be working in SM company but the most important thing was, you will be here with me.
“Let me think about it.” Key replied calmly.
It was already night time and everyone was asleep in their respective room. Well, accept for me. I was lurking around outside manager hyung’s room, which was now Jongyeon and Key’s room, trying to understand more about them by overhearing their soft conversation. I wasn’t called a puppy for nothing. With my sensitive hearing, I can hear what they were saying.
“Umma, why do you look so unhappy?” Did Key look unhappy? Was Key unhappy?
“It’s because after this week I can’t spend much time with my Jongyeonie.” I didn’t really expect Key’s reason to be so, well, simple I guess. It’s perfectly alright for him to hide things from Jongyeon, since he was still a kid but what could be the reason for him being sad?
“Don’t worry Umma. I will take good care of myself.” Kids who come from the single family are always so mature and understanding.
“I know.” I heard a soft peck. I guess Key was giving goodnight kisses to Jongyeon. How I wish I can have one too.
“Get some rest.” I heard them shifting under the blanket again, only when there’s complete silence I left my spot. Key-ah, why do I feel that you are hiding something from me? Why do I feel as if there’s a mask in front of you?
“What are you doing here?” I turned to look at Jinki, I was too deep in thoughts that I didn’t realize his presence.
“I was just checking if Jongyeon was okay.” Jinki seemed a little shocked that I was caring about Jongyeon. Why did he give me such an expression?
“Jonghyun, did you know about it?” About what? I still remembered you lied to me these five years that you didn’t know the reason why he left. I know you know it, it’s just that you didn’t want to tell me. Perhaps it was time that I try to get it out from his mouth.
“Was there something I should know but I don’t?” Jinki was taken aback by my question, only making him realize he just told me right in my face that he has a secret that I don’t know.
“Hyung, you kept it from me for five years, isn’t it about time you should tell me? How long do you want to keep it from me?” Jinki kept silence. I was right that he know why Key left and kept it from me. He was waver by me.
“Jonghyun-ah… I-”
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I'm really touch that there are still people wanting to read this fic when it's not really fluff and yeah... >.<
So I'm going write till the end with the latest ending I thought for this fic.
Actually I took a long time before posting up this chapter due to the fact that I keep adding things in the chapter >.<
Well, it's going 2am in the night soon, and I have school tomorrow~
I promise to make the progression a good one. I try >.<