내가 사랑했던 이름 (11/?)
Title: 내가 사랑했던 이름
Pairing: Jonghyun/Key, !oneside Onew/Key, !side Minho/Taemin
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Fluff
Chapter: 11/?
Summary: Jonghyun waited for him to come back after five years...
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-Jonghyun POV-
“Jonghyun-ah… I-” I could see he was about to tell me but…
“I-I’m sorry, I can’t. I promise Kibum not to tell you. You will have to wait for Kibum to tell you.” Why did Kibum want to keep it from me? What’s that thing that he’s trying to hide from me? I kept silence, how long are they going keep from me?
“I’m sorry but please don’t rush Kibum to tell you about it. He needs time.” He gave a squeeze on my shoulder and then went back to our shared room. He needs time… Will I have this kind of patient to wait for him to tell me? What if he never tells me about it?
Why can’t I be the one knowing the secret?
Kibum was away doing grocery shopping with the 2min, Jinki was away in Japan leaving me and Jongyeon. He was playing with his car toy on the floor in the living room with me looking after him at the side. I’m really curious about Jongyeon’s life. Kibum said he wasn’t his kid, it was his best friend’s child.
Does Jongyeon know about the fact that Kibum isn’t his real father?
But how should I ask in a way that I won’t tell him Kibum isn’t his dad? Or perhaps give me some clue about what Key’s hiding from me.
“Jongyeon-ah, let me ask you a question!” I ruffled his little head and he looked at me with his big eyes.
“Okay! Jonghyun Ahjusshi!” He said it so cheerily.
“What is your dad’s name?” Well, I should start with simple question and see the relationship he thinks he’s having with Key.
“Kibum uppa!” Well, it does make sense that Key told Jongyeon that he is his dad, that’s why Jongyeon will say his name when I ask him the father’s name.
“How about your mom’s name?” I didn’t know what I was anticipating knowing well that I can’t get much out of a kid.
“Kibum umma!” Was he talking about the same person?
“Isn’t it the same person?” He nodded as if there wasn’t anything wrong. It doesn’t seem wrong to him at all.
“Key umma take good care of me like a mummy and disciple me like a dad. That’s why Key umma is both dad and mum to Jongyeonie~” I couldn’t help but to smile. They are really very close. How about I use this time to get closer to Jongyeonie?
“In future, you will have one more dad.” Jongyeon titled his head to the side not knowing who it could be.
“It will be me, Jonghyun Ahjusshi!” He smiled brightly at me.
I was flipping the channels with the remote in my hand, too used to sleeping late at night. It was only 12pm which mean I still have 3 more hours before the sleepiness hits me. Kibum came out from the room with an empty mug in his hand, Jongyeon should be asleep now.
I heard washing sound coming from the kitchen, Key must be doing some cleaning. I kept silence, waiting for him to come out from the kitchen. While I was still thinking of a way to make him sit down with me in the living room, he was already sitting beside.
“Is Jongyeon asleep?” He nodded slightly. He looked kind of exhausted today, maybe I’m just thinking too much. Suddenly, this scene seemed familiar. Only the two of us alone in the living room and we were both seated down on the couch.
That’s right. It was day when he came back after five years without news. He came out from the room and I asked him about who Jongyeon was. After knowing that it wasn’t his child, I kissed him and we almost did it if it wasn’t for the interruption. I could feel my face getting a little warm.
Maybe I can try my luck today.
I wanted to pull Kibum into my arms and kiss him but the sudden weight on my shoulder stopped me. I turned my head slightly to look at him. He has fallen asleep, sleeping so soundly as he lean on me. I touched his hair and caress it softly.
His lips looked so inviting and delicious, I couldn’t help it but to lean down a little and taste it. He taste was sweet and addictive. I pulled away from the kiss before I lost myself. Let me hug you as your lover tonight. I carried him up in bride style and to the room I shared with Jinki hyung.
Although my arm was numb because he was lying on my hand the whole night, I couldn’t help but smile because he was still lying in my arms. He was still sleeping soundly like a kid in my arms. I was resisting the urge to kiss him on the lips, I still want this moment to last as long as it can. Even for a mere second, everything second of it will forever implant in my mind.
You started moving a little and rubbed your eyes so cutely. I hold back my laughter and watch carefully your every expression. At first it was a blank look, after than was a pleasant smile and a small greeting.
“Good morning, Jjong.” You went back snuggling in my arms. I waited about a minute before your shock face took over and then you realize the whole time you were lying on my arm as pillow. You immediately sat up.
“Oh my god, I’m so sorry Jjong!” You started massaging my arm as a way to apologize. You were getting so worked up for me. I cupped your cheeks and your eyes met mine. I really want to kiss you but I know I can’t. I moved closer to you and left a peck on your forehead.
With the week ended so smoothly, we started preparing for our last album. The word last sounded so heavy. Having to deal with our schedule starting from now, our manager took over the job of taking care of Jongyeon while we were busy.
First we had to record our own solo lines in the song. Jinki hyung was the first one to do the recording and the four of us idling around outside. 2min were having their mushy time together, Taemin was sitting on Minho’s legs, Minho’s arms wrapped around Taemin’s waist as he played Nintendo 3DS. His head leaned comfortably on his shoulder.
I really envy them. Will I be able to do that with Kibum too?
Perhaps I can bluff Key that I wanted to tease the cute couple over there by showing how mushy they were and make them a little embarrass of their action. The truth would be I just wanted to hold Kibum in my arms. I moved myself closer to Kibum then whisper softly into his ear.
“Kibum, how about we tease them by doing the same?” Kibum raised his eyebrow and then nodded his head in agreement. Therefore he sat on my legs and I wrapped my arms around his waist. He was still skinny like before. I used my phone in replacement of their Nintendo 3DS.
“Hyung this is fun.” Kibum said a little louder to get the two maknae in the group to notice us.
“Kibummie, I’ll show you another good trick of mine.” I pretend to act like Minho, with the serious stare as if I was playing a hard level and needed full concentration. I managed to get them a little embarrass, I laughed in victory. Of course, Minho didn’t blush for long.
“You are just jealous, Jonghyun hyung.” Minho said with Taemin backing him up. Taemin then stick his tongue out at me. Indeed they were husband and wife, having such good chemistry between them. Then they continued their action. Kibum wanted to sit back at his place, but I held tightly and didn’t want to let go. I buried my face on his back.
“Jjong, let me go.” He struggled a little in my arms to tell me to let go but I ignored him and stayed in my position.
“I don’t want to.” I said it stubbornly like a kid. Surprisingly, he didn’t struggle anymore. He just let me hold him. I felt a little warmer with him in my arms. I took a deep breath in his scent, that unforgettable scent. How much did I long for it? How I wished time would stop now, so that I can hold him forever.
“Jonghyun, it’s your turn.” Seriously, I felt like killing the person. I unwillingly let him go and went into the recording room. I believed I would have more chances in future. In future, I believed I can hold him as his lover.
-Jinki POV-
I was done for my part for that song. Right now I can take a rest. I placed the earphone down and walked out of the room. I should have expected this, but it still hurts even though I prepared for it. Jonghyun was hugging Kibum in his arms. Have they make up? Were they together now?
I really want to ask but I can’t stop them anyway. It’s truth that Kibum loves him and Jonghyun loves him back. I’m just some guy who loved Kibum. As long as he’s happy, I should be happy for him. I plastered a smiled on my face as Jonghyun went in the recording room. A light blush could be seen on his face.
I know I can’t say if they are really together, but I’m sure Kibum is still in love with him.
“Jinki hyung? What are you standing there for?” Kibum was looking at me. I shook my head.
“I was daydreaming again.” I laughed awkwardly, as if I was having my sangtae. The truth was, my heart hurts a lot right now. I might be the one there for you, but I’m certainly not the guy you love. I’m sure.
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*HUG all my reader* Thanks for the comment in the last chapter^^
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Pairing: Jonghyun/Key, !oneside Onew/Key, !side Minho/Taemin
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Fluff
Chapter: 11/?
Summary: Jonghyun waited for him to come back after five years...
(Previous Chapter) | (Next Chapter)
-Jonghyun POV-
“Jonghyun-ah… I-” I could see he was about to tell me but…
“I-I’m sorry, I can’t. I promise Kibum not to tell you. You will have to wait for Kibum to tell you.” Why did Kibum want to keep it from me? What’s that thing that he’s trying to hide from me? I kept silence, how long are they going keep from me?
“I’m sorry but please don’t rush Kibum to tell you about it. He needs time.” He gave a squeeze on my shoulder and then went back to our shared room. He needs time… Will I have this kind of patient to wait for him to tell me? What if he never tells me about it?
Why can’t I be the one knowing the secret?
Kibum was away doing grocery shopping with the 2min, Jinki was away in Japan leaving me and Jongyeon. He was playing with his car toy on the floor in the living room with me looking after him at the side. I’m really curious about Jongyeon’s life. Kibum said he wasn’t his kid, it was his best friend’s child.
Does Jongyeon know about the fact that Kibum isn’t his real father?
But how should I ask in a way that I won’t tell him Kibum isn’t his dad? Or perhaps give me some clue about what Key’s hiding from me.
“Jongyeon-ah, let me ask you a question!” I ruffled his little head and he looked at me with his big eyes.
“Okay! Jonghyun Ahjusshi!” He said it so cheerily.
“What is your dad’s name?” Well, I should start with simple question and see the relationship he thinks he’s having with Key.
“Kibum uppa!” Well, it does make sense that Key told Jongyeon that he is his dad, that’s why Jongyeon will say his name when I ask him the father’s name.
“How about your mom’s name?” I didn’t know what I was anticipating knowing well that I can’t get much out of a kid.
“Kibum umma!” Was he talking about the same person?
“Isn’t it the same person?” He nodded as if there wasn’t anything wrong. It doesn’t seem wrong to him at all.
“Key umma take good care of me like a mummy and disciple me like a dad. That’s why Key umma is both dad and mum to Jongyeonie~” I couldn’t help but to smile. They are really very close. How about I use this time to get closer to Jongyeonie?
“In future, you will have one more dad.” Jongyeon titled his head to the side not knowing who it could be.
“It will be me, Jonghyun Ahjusshi!” He smiled brightly at me.
I was flipping the channels with the remote in my hand, too used to sleeping late at night. It was only 12pm which mean I still have 3 more hours before the sleepiness hits me. Kibum came out from the room with an empty mug in his hand, Jongyeon should be asleep now.
I heard washing sound coming from the kitchen, Key must be doing some cleaning. I kept silence, waiting for him to come out from the kitchen. While I was still thinking of a way to make him sit down with me in the living room, he was already sitting beside.
“Is Jongyeon asleep?” He nodded slightly. He looked kind of exhausted today, maybe I’m just thinking too much. Suddenly, this scene seemed familiar. Only the two of us alone in the living room and we were both seated down on the couch.
That’s right. It was day when he came back after five years without news. He came out from the room and I asked him about who Jongyeon was. After knowing that it wasn’t his child, I kissed him and we almost did it if it wasn’t for the interruption. I could feel my face getting a little warm.
Maybe I can try my luck today.
I wanted to pull Kibum into my arms and kiss him but the sudden weight on my shoulder stopped me. I turned my head slightly to look at him. He has fallen asleep, sleeping so soundly as he lean on me. I touched his hair and caress it softly.
His lips looked so inviting and delicious, I couldn’t help it but to lean down a little and taste it. He taste was sweet and addictive. I pulled away from the kiss before I lost myself. Let me hug you as your lover tonight. I carried him up in bride style and to the room I shared with Jinki hyung.
Although my arm was numb because he was lying on my hand the whole night, I couldn’t help but smile because he was still lying in my arms. He was still sleeping soundly like a kid in my arms. I was resisting the urge to kiss him on the lips, I still want this moment to last as long as it can. Even for a mere second, everything second of it will forever implant in my mind.
You started moving a little and rubbed your eyes so cutely. I hold back my laughter and watch carefully your every expression. At first it was a blank look, after than was a pleasant smile and a small greeting.
“Good morning, Jjong.” You went back snuggling in my arms. I waited about a minute before your shock face took over and then you realize the whole time you were lying on my arm as pillow. You immediately sat up.
“Oh my god, I’m so sorry Jjong!” You started massaging my arm as a way to apologize. You were getting so worked up for me. I cupped your cheeks and your eyes met mine. I really want to kiss you but I know I can’t. I moved closer to you and left a peck on your forehead.
With the week ended so smoothly, we started preparing for our last album. The word last sounded so heavy. Having to deal with our schedule starting from now, our manager took over the job of taking care of Jongyeon while we were busy.
First we had to record our own solo lines in the song. Jinki hyung was the first one to do the recording and the four of us idling around outside. 2min were having their mushy time together, Taemin was sitting on Minho’s legs, Minho’s arms wrapped around Taemin’s waist as he played Nintendo 3DS. His head leaned comfortably on his shoulder.
I really envy them. Will I be able to do that with Kibum too?
Perhaps I can bluff Key that I wanted to tease the cute couple over there by showing how mushy they were and make them a little embarrass of their action. The truth would be I just wanted to hold Kibum in my arms. I moved myself closer to Kibum then whisper softly into his ear.
“Kibum, how about we tease them by doing the same?” Kibum raised his eyebrow and then nodded his head in agreement. Therefore he sat on my legs and I wrapped my arms around his waist. He was still skinny like before. I used my phone in replacement of their Nintendo 3DS.
“Hyung this is fun.” Kibum said a little louder to get the two maknae in the group to notice us.
“Kibummie, I’ll show you another good trick of mine.” I pretend to act like Minho, with the serious stare as if I was playing a hard level and needed full concentration. I managed to get them a little embarrass, I laughed in victory. Of course, Minho didn’t blush for long.
“You are just jealous, Jonghyun hyung.” Minho said with Taemin backing him up. Taemin then stick his tongue out at me. Indeed they were husband and wife, having such good chemistry between them. Then they continued their action. Kibum wanted to sit back at his place, but I held tightly and didn’t want to let go. I buried my face on his back.
“Jjong, let me go.” He struggled a little in my arms to tell me to let go but I ignored him and stayed in my position.
“I don’t want to.” I said it stubbornly like a kid. Surprisingly, he didn’t struggle anymore. He just let me hold him. I felt a little warmer with him in my arms. I took a deep breath in his scent, that unforgettable scent. How much did I long for it? How I wished time would stop now, so that I can hold him forever.
“Jonghyun, it’s your turn.” Seriously, I felt like killing the person. I unwillingly let him go and went into the recording room. I believed I would have more chances in future. In future, I believed I can hold him as his lover.
-Jinki POV-
I was done for my part for that song. Right now I can take a rest. I placed the earphone down and walked out of the room. I should have expected this, but it still hurts even though I prepared for it. Jonghyun was hugging Kibum in his arms. Have they make up? Were they together now?
I really want to ask but I can’t stop them anyway. It’s truth that Kibum loves him and Jonghyun loves him back. I’m just some guy who loved Kibum. As long as he’s happy, I should be happy for him. I plastered a smiled on my face as Jonghyun went in the recording room. A light blush could be seen on his face.
I know I can’t say if they are really together, but I’m sure Kibum is still in love with him.
“Jinki hyung? What are you standing there for?” Kibum was looking at me. I shook my head.
“I was daydreaming again.” I laughed awkwardly, as if I was having my sangtae. The truth was, my heart hurts a lot right now. I might be the one there for you, but I’m certainly not the guy you love. I’m sure.
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Alright, I just went back to each of the chapter to edit the html so that backtracking for readers will be easy^^
*HUG all my reader* Thanks for the comment in the last chapter^^
It really drives me want to continue writing :D
Anyway enjoy this chapter~
1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10