Meant to Be
Title: Meant to Be
Pairing: Minho/Jonghyun, !broken Jinki/Jonghyun
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Summary: Jonghyun is trying his best to love Minho.
-Minho-
You laid your head on my thighs and shut your tired eyes. I brushed my fingers on your soft hair, it’s been a tough week for you but for now you can rely on me. I enjoyed the peace and quiet we could get in the apartment, even though sometimes it’s a little too quiet but at least you are here with me.
“Minho…” You murmured my name softly, I know what you want to say.
“I know, you don’t have to say. Just give me and yourself some time. I will try my best to let you fall in love me, while you try your best to love me.” I don’t need him rejecting me for the second time. I trust that if I try hard enough, I would get his love soon. I stayed in the same position for three hours until he woke up from his nap.
Looking at how he yawns and all, even if the numb feeling from my leg is killing me. I don’t feel the pain at all. I wrapped my hands around his waist to pull him a little closer, I peck his cheek lightly considering the fact he’s willing to do what normal couple does.
“Minho… It’s kind of late, I think we should go out and have dinner.” I nodded my head in agreement. Even if we were to cook at home, our dinner would have been 9pm in the night. He stood up and stretched his arms and legs. The moment he raised both of his hands up, his shirt move along too. Since he was wearing one of those shorter t-shirt, it was showing his hip. I quickly turned to look away, even though we were lovers, I just can’t help to turn away.
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Along the street there were different coloured bulbs as decoration, I placed my arm on his shoulder, walking around with him. He breathe out hot air from his mouth to his icy cold hands, he’s cold for sure. I didn’t utter another word and pulled his hands to me. We both stand at the corner of the street, he was looking at me.
I rubbed both of his hands and breathe out hot air on it. I did it about a few times before taking out an extra pair of glove and helped him to put on his hand. I always brings along an extra pair of gloves knowing that Jonghyun can be such a muddle head sometimes.
“Thanks, Minho.”
“How about a kiss for reward?” He grinned at my request before pushing me deeper into the alley. I was joking with him but was he taking my word for real? He pushed me to the wall, leaning so closely to my lips. Our lips were just centimeter apart with the help of the street light. I squeezed my eyes shut anticipating his lips but all I feel was his warm breath.
“Fool ya.” He muttered. Jonghyun, you only know how to tease me, don’t you?
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The weight on my chest woke me up from the deep slumber, someone was using my chest as pillow… I don’t have to think too much and I know it’s him. His brown hair was messy apparently he must have being sleeping soundly until nightmare came. I adjust the bedsheet a little so that both of us won’t get cold in the night. He suddenly gripped on my hand, I was shocked by his action.
“Jinki hyung… Don’t leave me…” Tears were rolling down his angelic face again, don’t… Don’t cry for that man, Jonghyun. I pressed my lips on his forehead lightly, hoping that it would kiss away the frowns.
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I told him to give us three month, if this relationship still doesn’t work out after this three month, I would let go. That’s what I promised him. One pathetic month was gone, I know I still haven’t reached your heart. I want to try harder, make you love me… I played through the speaker the song that you like, true love by S.E.N.S. You placed your head on my shoulder and I snaked my arms around your waist. We were swaying left to right slowly, along the music.
Actually I think I know why you love this song… It’s because Jinki likes it too, isn’t it? But he gave up the love you all shared for the sake of his family reputation. While I don’t… Even if my whole family go against us, I will still choose to love you.
“Minho, stay with me tonight.” I sniggered at his words, I lived here why are you asking me to stay?
“Pabo, I lived here. Of course I would stay with your tonight.” He snuggled his face on my shoulder.
“I mean, can you love me tonight?” Am I hearing things? He moved a little away before staring in my eyes. He kissed my lips so tenderly. This time I can really feel him. His finger pressed lightly on my chest, it’s not pushing me away. He was just holding there. It’s been a few minutes, his lips was still touching mine. He broke off from the simple kiss and looked in my eyes.
“Jonghyun, sorry… I can’t do this.” I caress his face gently, studying his facial feature. I would definitely miss getting so close to you.
“Jonghyun ah, you don’t have to try your best to love me anymore.” I don’t want to force you in doing something that you don’t like. It’s because it would never turn out good at all…
“If we were meant to be, I’m sure in future you will be back in my arms.” I trust fate isn’t that cruel to break up people who were meant to be. It’s because I heard someone saying once…
If you really love something, set it free.
If it comes back, it’s yours.
If not, it wasn’t meant to be.
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Pairing: Minho/Jonghyun, !broken Jinki/Jonghyun
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Summary: Jonghyun is trying his best to love Minho.
-Minho-
You laid your head on my thighs and shut your tired eyes. I brushed my fingers on your soft hair, it’s been a tough week for you but for now you can rely on me. I enjoyed the peace and quiet we could get in the apartment, even though sometimes it’s a little too quiet but at least you are here with me.
“Minho…” You murmured my name softly, I know what you want to say.
“I know, you don’t have to say. Just give me and yourself some time. I will try my best to let you fall in love me, while you try your best to love me.” I don’t need him rejecting me for the second time. I trust that if I try hard enough, I would get his love soon. I stayed in the same position for three hours until he woke up from his nap.
Looking at how he yawns and all, even if the numb feeling from my leg is killing me. I don’t feel the pain at all. I wrapped my hands around his waist to pull him a little closer, I peck his cheek lightly considering the fact he’s willing to do what normal couple does.
“Minho… It’s kind of late, I think we should go out and have dinner.” I nodded my head in agreement. Even if we were to cook at home, our dinner would have been 9pm in the night. He stood up and stretched his arms and legs. The moment he raised both of his hands up, his shirt move along too. Since he was wearing one of those shorter t-shirt, it was showing his hip. I quickly turned to look away, even though we were lovers, I just can’t help to turn away.
- - - -
Along the street there were different coloured bulbs as decoration, I placed my arm on his shoulder, walking around with him. He breathe out hot air from his mouth to his icy cold hands, he’s cold for sure. I didn’t utter another word and pulled his hands to me. We both stand at the corner of the street, he was looking at me.
I rubbed both of his hands and breathe out hot air on it. I did it about a few times before taking out an extra pair of glove and helped him to put on his hand. I always brings along an extra pair of gloves knowing that Jonghyun can be such a muddle head sometimes.
“Thanks, Minho.”
“How about a kiss for reward?” He grinned at my request before pushing me deeper into the alley. I was joking with him but was he taking my word for real? He pushed me to the wall, leaning so closely to my lips. Our lips were just centimeter apart with the help of the street light. I squeezed my eyes shut anticipating his lips but all I feel was his warm breath.
“Fool ya.” He muttered. Jonghyun, you only know how to tease me, don’t you?
- - - -
The weight on my chest woke me up from the deep slumber, someone was using my chest as pillow… I don’t have to think too much and I know it’s him. His brown hair was messy apparently he must have being sleeping soundly until nightmare came. I adjust the bedsheet a little so that both of us won’t get cold in the night. He suddenly gripped on my hand, I was shocked by his action.
“Jinki hyung… Don’t leave me…” Tears were rolling down his angelic face again, don’t… Don’t cry for that man, Jonghyun. I pressed my lips on his forehead lightly, hoping that it would kiss away the frowns.
- - - -
I told him to give us three month, if this relationship still doesn’t work out after this three month, I would let go. That’s what I promised him. One pathetic month was gone, I know I still haven’t reached your heart. I want to try harder, make you love me… I played through the speaker the song that you like, true love by S.E.N.S. You placed your head on my shoulder and I snaked my arms around your waist. We were swaying left to right slowly, along the music.
Actually I think I know why you love this song… It’s because Jinki likes it too, isn’t it? But he gave up the love you all shared for the sake of his family reputation. While I don’t… Even if my whole family go against us, I will still choose to love you.
“Minho, stay with me tonight.” I sniggered at his words, I lived here why are you asking me to stay?
“Pabo, I lived here. Of course I would stay with your tonight.” He snuggled his face on my shoulder.
“I mean, can you love me tonight?” Am I hearing things? He moved a little away before staring in my eyes. He kissed my lips so tenderly. This time I can really feel him. His finger pressed lightly on my chest, it’s not pushing me away. He was just holding there. It’s been a few minutes, his lips was still touching mine. He broke off from the simple kiss and looked in my eyes.
“Jonghyun, sorry… I can’t do this.” I caress his face gently, studying his facial feature. I would definitely miss getting so close to you.
“Jonghyun ah, you don’t have to try your best to love me anymore.” I don’t want to force you in doing something that you don’t like. It’s because it would never turn out good at all…
“If we were meant to be, I’m sure in future you will be back in my arms.” I trust fate isn’t that cruel to break up people who were meant to be. It’s because I heard someone saying once…
If you really love something, set it free.
If it comes back, it’s yours.
If not, it wasn’t meant to be.
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