hello, there ( Read more... )

wow.

february was the last time  I was on here? yikes!

anyway, seems like I decided to be more true to myself and become a true yaoi fangirl instead of a closet yaoi fangirl.

["fangirl" is such an ugly word btw, if anyone knows a better term, please let me know so I won't ever have to use the word "fangirl" ever again...

haha, but nothing like " ( Read more... )

so, I was really proud of myself for skipping school to spend the whole day in bed just to finish this book I picked up (for reasons I don't know... probably because I was bored and couldn't sleep) towards the wee hours before morning.

when I finished it, I sobbed for like 10 minutes. (conceptualize... 10 minutes is A LOT of bawl time)

and I didn't ( Read more... )

I want it.

I want to experience it.

Is it even true?

Is it even possible in real life? ... Or is it something that the human psyche makes up so we have something to look forward to.

Is it a way we console and fool ourselves with the naive belief that we weren't meant to exist alone, that we were meant to have that constant something - something that ( Read more... )

hello.

I'm one of those people who have been contemplating about getting a LiveJournal account, but didn't have enough nerve to create one until a reason to really need one unexpectedly popped up and gave me enough drive to finally get an account.

might as well do it now, better now then never... right?

haha, I don't exactly know yet what I want to ( Read more... )