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little musings
I haven't written anything in here for quite a while have I? Well, quick update
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Fantastic Baby
So I like blonde! Nino. He looks awesome. And maybe a quarter of that is due to bias. But I really genuinely like it. This makes me question what Arashi has done to me. Not that I' complaining or anything.
This was drawn in Paint with little reference so it maybe, kinda looks like Nino but maybe not because I am never able to reproduce what I have ( Read more... ) -
in which procrastination is key
I was reading my old posts when I thought, so hey, why not make a new one. Because god knows when was the last I wrote one. Also, fangirling. I have missed you.
( of KATTUN and JCD ) -
The state of my mind has always been questionable
So last night, I had a dream that I killed Matsujun. Though, to be fair I didn't really see him die. And the killing blow was actually delivered by my dad.
( reader discretion? not actually graphic but Matsujun does die ) -
Split personalities
When one half of you is objectively viewing the situation, planning appropriate responses and reactions, making up plans. While the other half is crying and laughing and angry and sad and scared and disappointed and so, so, fucking scared.
I am going to go to bed.
Where for at least 5 hours, I will forget this.
