so now iv been doin the college thing for a while...meh its cool im dancing all day and working nights...its not too bad though...still with colin definatly a perfect match...i love him to death-i dont even think people read this nemore so it doesnt really matter. neways im working at teds montana grill and soon mad mex...u should stop in and get ( Read more... )

tomorrow a great day...5 amazing months-what im doing yet is unknown...i love ya more than anything-also i can whole heartedly say i hate packing for college it's a drag.....grrr

COLIN AND I ARE STILL GOIN STRONG>>>>yay!!!!

Okay so i've been so busy lately but no fear, im still alive. I have been dating colin now for a while and it's the best ever!!! but neways iv been trying to relax, getting super excited about going to school. but im also trying ish hard to get all me school shit done, dance and keep up with my friends. i don't know what to do. im in love with ( Read more... )

everything has been going so good. tonight i was out and on my way home i saw the imperfectness of this world. I can even begin to purge these feelings of repent. I don't have a date to my jr. prom and cant get1. i have this feeling of dipair and dicuragement that i could be something great. my motivations is sinking along with my hopes and ( Read more... )

as far as today...not too bad dance, painting, lunch mall...i had a pretty good time but now im home doing nuthing...i hope to be going out tonihgt but we will see how that worx out...i feel a lil out of it right now like i have a lot on my mind or something it's kinda weird cuz i don't have nething on my mind.....daaaah weirdest feeling ever.... ( Read more... )

so bored but it feels ike im on speed or something, my mind is traveling like a badillion mies a minute..im packing getting ready to go have some massive amounts of fun the the vegas land. im hoping that in a few weeks the weather wi shape up. Im also hoping some1 from haverford jr. class will ask my to the jr. prom. I honestly don't want to go ( Read more... )

today was such a strange and all over the place day. Like it started out a angry, then i was so happy, then confused, and then deressed, then happy then hilariouse, then i paced, and now im tired and want to go to bed.. It fucking makes no sense...oh welll i don't mind there were ups and downs and im in a great mood now. It's ike getting close ( Read more... )

the sun is comming back slowly, and things are really feeling ship shape. it's definatly great-i love all of you...i don't regreat anything now that i look back on how much i have learned and what i know...so thank you me and every1 else that contributed. I HEART YOU!!!! i don't even know what ese to write, like my friends talk to me so they don't ( Read more... )

This weekend was al sorts of crazy tak. Got in to college sweet dea. HUng out with my best friends. went to party at pats...so cute...lots of drunk freshman from haverford (kinda scary)...chilled with my homies..had lots of rehersa for my show comming up this weekend (fri, sat, and sun)....what else oh gosh lots of ambuance commotipong and me ( Read more... )