So I'm pissed off at Chapter. Even though we're no longer together, he still has way too much of an effect on my life. He's being passive aggressive & I have no idea what's got him so annoyed. Women do not have the market cornered on the whole "well s/he should know why I'm upset" thing, cause guys do it all the fucking time. So here it is, a ( Read more... )

I'm not doing so great. Found out technically I don't live in the city of Austin, ergo I probably won't qualify for a library position. I locked myself out of the truck & got yelled at by Chapter for getting "expensive" tortilla chips (they were the store brand, but since they said organic on them he assumed I blew a bunch of money on them ( Read more... )

My grandfather died tonight. This is the first real death I've had to deal with. I feel an obligation to comfort those trying to comfort me, or at least ease that moment.
I feel like I'm caving in in the middle.
I can't cry right now, I can't fall apart.
There's no one here who knew him. (Does that include me?I have too much to do tonight, ( Read more... )

so yeah, lots of stuff happening in my life; i haven't sat at my computer in about 2 weeks now. so, general breakdown of changes in my life ( Read more... )

Yeah, Im still alive. Went to Qcon, so I'm rediscovering the IntarWeb! Hungry right now though. Then I think I'm gonna get some sleep. Hope everybody's doing good.

I'm done drinking. I've done things I can't even come to grips with & lost friends because of. I don't know what's happend to me. This was never an issue before. I need to get my shit straight & get out of Virgina.

So major stress w/ boys continues. Never again will I show interest in roommates again. That's right, those w/ roommates need not apply, not that I'm overly worried about amount of interest in my person. As of late it's definitly waning. Normally I'd be at least a little upset about this but I've found it's all more of a hassle than a benefit ( Read more... )

So I'm reading a short story by Harlan Ellison and one of the characters remarks "You're very much gone, and I'm not far behind you." Seems a trueism right now, but I'm not sure how it's appliciable ( Read more... )

So I gave Tweek an assignment, think of three adjectives that describe my personality. The idea rather intrigues me. My newest endeavor (that i'll probably give up on) is going through my friends & finding 3 words for each.

Ok, back from the keys, (Nannie, sorry I didn't call, issue w/ keys (as in the metal ones) which I will discuss later, and yes, I will be calling Mom) really tired, will be transcribing notes at some point in the future. Sweet dreams all!