For the first time in forever everything is going right. My report card was good all of my friends are getting along even the family is good. I was driving down to my cottage for no particular reason just driving in the rain and thinking. I was just reflecting on all the good things that have happened lately and also the bad things and realizing ( Read more... )

How is it that when you finally set your mind to something it is still hard to complete it. I don't know if that was what I meant to say but whatever. I wonder what is the secret to courage? Is it the right time, when you decided that whatever you desire to do in that moment? Is it nagging from your heart and soul or from anyother source? How does ( Read more... )

TEN FIRSTS ( Read more... )

So tonight I went to this party up in newglasgow. Suddenly I became the person who is usualy taken care of to the person who takes care of everyone else. I can't stand it! I wouldn't talk to any of the guys there because I was making sure that everyone else was alright. When I got back to one of marys friends house after looking for mary for like 1 ( Read more... )

Almost christmas ( Read more... )

I have come to realize that most of my entries have been pretty down but I am not a depressing person but I tend to write entries when I am upset. I know I don't have to explain myself but I thought it was needed. Anyways I am in a very interesting situation how do you know when someone really likes you. I mean what if someone talks to you every ( Read more... )

Today we had the guidance counselor for the school come in and talk to us about how important our grade 11 marks are and how they effect our future. I looked around the class and everyone was doing something to avoid paying attention I had no idea how they were doing this. She freaked me out, all these things she was saying were spinning around in ( Read more... )

When do people realize the truth in their lives. We are always trying to be like someone else, look like someone else and dream about the perfect life. When do we finally admit to failure and that we will never be perfect. People strive throughout their hole lives to amount to something but when the going gets tough when do we quit. People hide ( Read more... )

There are so many good things in the world and many that can break your heart but what do you do when you have to make a choice that can change everything that you know. I mean what will happen by the time I get to grade 12? Will I have to choose my friends as well as decide where my life is going. Will I meet someone who makes me feel like I can ( Read more... )

Why is it that when the year that took forever ends and summer begins that it flys by. I mean its only just beginning but I keep thinking back on all of the past summers and how quickly they passed. I want to savor each free moment of no homework or pressure. Do you have a place where it seems that all of your problems and cares just float away. ( Read more... )