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its 4:41 am. if i was at my best when i wrote my previous entry, i am at my worst now. i am literally terrified to go to sleep. well, terrified of that time before you're asleep and you're just thinking, waiting for sleep to come. my mind wont shut up. i cannot hold on to a positive thought, negative ones keep crowding in. im terried of this time ( Read more... )

in moments like this, there really are no spoken words to describe. we are so close, our breathing in sync like it has always been ment to be. there is no physical way we could be closer. yet, i unmistakably feel an aching in myself. i ache for something, even though it is touching me. i ache for something that i cant accurately name, but i yet i ( Read more... )

check out the myspace. im really proud of it ( Read more... )

i bought black hair dye. i miss my black hair.
its true what they say.
once you go black, you never go back.

tommorrow ( Read more... )

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what ive been up to (in the last two weeks in no specific order ( Read more... )

im pretty sure everyone does cocaine. or has.
cocaine is the new gateway drug.
the new miracle diet.

i know i couldnt tell it from baking soda.

i am fucking miserable.
i do not know what to do.

bullshit.

love always prevails.