i would die for you.
in moments like this, there really are no spoken words to describe. we are so close, our breathing in sync like it has always been ment to be. there is no physical way we could be closer. yet, i unmistakably feel an aching in myself. i ache for something, even though it is touching me. i ache for something that i cant accurately name, but i yet i try. i crave you. all of you. to be close to me in ways that arent even possible. i want you to crawl inside my skin and my soul so that you will always be safe. i want us to become one, in much more than what a physical way can offer. there is something more to be done, to make this hole in my spirit filled in a way that it has never been before. i want so much to become the magical thing that can make any pain you have or do feel disappear. i could scream.
this is something i cannot name. this is a feeling i have never felt. i realise that he is close to me even when we're apart. and i want to be with him durring anything he might face, because two is better than one when living a life is concerned. i would readily give up all that i have to commit it all to him. this is something that the mind may not understand, but the heart and the soul know it only as second nature. i have been waiting my entire life for moments like this.
man cannot live on bread alone. but this woman can most certainly sustain herself on this man's smile for her whole life.
there will be a time when something will change. i am convinced that heaven and earth will be merged at the moment. that hell will not exist. or perhas it will, but it will have no significance. there will be a time when i will have proven myself, my loyalty, and my honesty for all that its worth. until then, i will work hard and he will be patient. it wont be a long time.
right now, i am completely enveloped with wishes and premonitions of my life to come. my hopes, my dreams. and the brightest thing is that his hopes, wishes, dreams...theyre all in unison with mine. this thought is bliss.
i have been writing all my life in practise for this. to learn words and ways in which to describe this feeling that has no name. to instill in my words the raw emotion that i feel for this man. everything in my life has led me to this. he has rescued me from some awful things, i dont what to think of what would have happened if he had waited just a bit longer to find me. and since he has, i have thrived and grown and learned so many things in so many ways. i didnt think i was good enough to deserve all of it. but the truthis, it is me he is so madly in love with. me, who i am. not anything that has happened oor i have done. this is my gift from god, my good karma manifesting, whatever you'd like to call it. this is my life. and to share it with this man each day can only be described as tantric. everything iis worth it all if the end result is this wonderful.
this moment is proof that love is real, and its even more beautiful than what has been said about it. this is eternal.
note: writing this has brought me to joyful tears. ther girl who said she didnt cry. this man has taught me so many things, and this is one of them. he taught me to feel again.
this is something i cannot name. this is a feeling i have never felt. i realise that he is close to me even when we're apart. and i want to be with him durring anything he might face, because two is better than one when living a life is concerned. i would readily give up all that i have to commit it all to him. this is something that the mind may not understand, but the heart and the soul know it only as second nature. i have been waiting my entire life for moments like this.
man cannot live on bread alone. but this woman can most certainly sustain herself on this man's smile for her whole life.
there will be a time when something will change. i am convinced that heaven and earth will be merged at the moment. that hell will not exist. or perhas it will, but it will have no significance. there will be a time when i will have proven myself, my loyalty, and my honesty for all that its worth. until then, i will work hard and he will be patient. it wont be a long time.
right now, i am completely enveloped with wishes and premonitions of my life to come. my hopes, my dreams. and the brightest thing is that his hopes, wishes, dreams...theyre all in unison with mine. this thought is bliss.
i have been writing all my life in practise for this. to learn words and ways in which to describe this feeling that has no name. to instill in my words the raw emotion that i feel for this man. everything in my life has led me to this. he has rescued me from some awful things, i dont what to think of what would have happened if he had waited just a bit longer to find me. and since he has, i have thrived and grown and learned so many things in so many ways. i didnt think i was good enough to deserve all of it. but the truthis, it is me he is so madly in love with. me, who i am. not anything that has happened oor i have done. this is my gift from god, my good karma manifesting, whatever you'd like to call it. this is my life. and to share it with this man each day can only be described as tantric. everything iis worth it all if the end result is this wonderful.
this moment is proof that love is real, and its even more beautiful than what has been said about it. this is eternal.
note: writing this has brought me to joyful tears. ther girl who said she didnt cry. this man has taught me so many things, and this is one of them. he taught me to feel again.