im glad to see you no longer are the same neurotic,lost,crazy girl i feel in love with ( Read more... )

i bought a sketch book at borders, along with the johhny collection, a emily strange comic, and smoething else i cant remember
i saw pinapple express. very funny
long weekend, kinda really lame i thought.
now its monday, and im full of rage.
kinda found some shit out i didnt wanna know,

every day i find more reasons to be mad at you

and im reinforcing this statement by doing one of these ( Read more... )

i cant promise youll like who im becoming.
or that its a change for the best
but i am becoming me, the real me
things are gonna get scary.

im starting to get really angry all the time. i used to be depressed, now im just pissed off.
about everything and for everything.
and its not just grr. i feel like imma explode on someone.

its been an odd couple of days.
feeling down again. then up and then not caring.
but im glad to say that i havent touched cocaine for about 6 months i think.

ive tried to stop thinking about you,
and altho you never seem to remember me, i cant forget, i have to see your name carved in my skin everyday.

im hungry.

i was racing down the freeway at 115 mph, the sky was like a giant concrete ceiling ( Read more... )

well i might now be posting much for a while since they computor lab might be clossed cause all the students are leaving ( Read more... )

today was a bad day
i hate how one day im angry at the world
and the next im so afraid and nervous
i dont get it.
today was a bad day

who wants to help me anyways?

i didnt think so
i just dont know what to do anymore.

I WORK MY ASS OFF, ALL DAY LONG ( Read more... )