after hearing it from Alice a million times over, i realy need to watch over myself before i can take care of others ( Read more... )

yay, BUT ITS STILL FUCKING HOTTER THAN YESTERDAY!!!! and im working without fucking shade, but i dont really care cause im getting paid today bitches ( Read more... )

wearing leather boots that go up to my knees to work is a BAD idea, but i dont wanna buy new ones.
yes kiddies its fucking 95 degrees and im working outside like a dog.
but tomarrow i get paid
im gonna get soooooo fucked up come friday, i deserve it.

well im on my lunch break, feeling okish ( Read more... )

arg im tired ( Read more... )

well most of my depressed feelings have turned to rage. i find myself more and more pissed off as the days go by. altho i do get those crazy times when im depressed as hell.
is this a good quality?
i wonder whats next?
as far as i can see nothing.
tired of not enjoying life. i might just go onna killing spree. that might make my life less gloomy.

well anyway, i was put inna mental institute for 6 days ( Read more... )

im stuck in a rut again ( Read more... )

well to the two people who read this and live fucking miles away life has been down in the dumps,and im trying to be a big boi about it, but its hard, realy hard to keep myself together. i fell like im losing it,like seriously, i dont feel right in the head, sometimes ill get this bAD anxiety feeling,and itll feel like imon shrooms when im not, ( Read more... )

alright children listen up
life taking a turn for the better i think,
im giving up vicodine and pills all together.
lifes been ok, just bored lately with life. i wanna get more bud now.
lets see what goes on in life now