Why do I love you even though you hate me? And why do you hate me because I love you?

Having a car dilemma: I'm IN LOVE with my little red car! OMG...it's SO cute! But...I may not get to keep it. Isn't that awful? The insurance is way high, which may partly be because of my speeding ticket, but anyway, it's really high. So my mom said she's not sure if I can keep it. WHAT? I'm in love with the car...don't buy me a really ( Read more... )

Yay, I'm so excited for Josh! He got a car too! Yay, Josh! *smiles ( Read more... )

I GOT A NEW CAR ( Read more... )

Man, I do THE stupidest things. No wonder no one likes me. Okay, so maybe not no one...but why lots of people don't like me. I wish I could be my normal self ALL the time. But then, creepy, psychotic Susan comes out and makes people think I'm creepy all the time. Mercy, I think I'm a schizofrenic sometimes ( Read more... )

Yes, Susan has a future husband. Can you believe that? I can't. lol. So, brace yourself...Beau Whitmire and I are gonna get married one day. I'm not kidding neither. We spent kindergarten through ninth grade together. Yep. He fell in love with me...hey, how can you help it? And as for me, how can you not love Beau Whitmire? OMG, he is ( Read more... )

Dear Crush ( Read more... )

Don't you ever just hate life sometimes? I sure do. Goodness ( Read more... )

I'm so insane. What's wrong with me? First of all, I like *censored*. Second of all, I told FOUR people that I like *censored*. What was I thinking? Now, I'm all stressed out. I'm sitting here...doing absolutely nothing but worrying that the person KNOWS that I like them. I'm also sitting here, waiting for ONE person to get online. Who does ( Read more... )

Why am I me? Why can't I be someone else? Or someone else be me? I have an awesome life, kinda. And I don't appreciate it. I let the fact that I have no effing friends whatsoever depress the hell out of me. I should be glad that I have what I do have. One mucho great friend (Loan) that really cares about me, a family that cares, etc. But I ( Read more... )