Wow, it has really been a pretty great weekend. It's not over yet though...since we're outta school Monday and Tuesday for fall break. Yay ( Read more... )

I'm kinda worried. Kyle (Ebbs) has me freaking out now about whether or not the person I like is gonna find out I like them. I shouldn't have told so many people. Four people is way too many people to know I like the person. OMG, I'm scared. Please, please, please don't tell the person, Angela, Vanessa, and Josh. Pleeeeeeease. (Too bad none ( Read more... )

I Always Will

By: Susan

I know now
That I love you
With all of my heart,
All of my mind,
All of my soul.
I think I always have.
I wonder if
I always will.
I look at you;
You're so beautiful.
I hear your voice;
It's euphonious.
I brush by you;
My heart flutters.
I know that I love you.
I think I always have
And wonder if
I always will.

So...I told Vanessa who I liked. Well, actually I let her read the letter I wrote Angela about the person. So now, three people know. That's all that can know. I'm sick of hiding my feelings though. I guess if people find out, then they find out. It's stupid to worry about. I'm just not gonna advertise who I like. But I did need a couple ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness. This song completely describes the way I feel everyday. Wow, I LOVE this song. The lyrics describe my life. Here you go ( Read more... )

Wow, I love Vanessa Easter. OMG, she rocks. She's so effing nice. We had a discussion on how I wish I would die in a car accident. Yep. Like I'm too ambitious to kill myself...I look forward to life away from this hell that some call high school...but I really wish all my sadness would just go away. Oh well. Maybe in May or June perhaps? It ( Read more... )

Damn, I hate Allison. Damn, damn, damn, do I hate her. I wish she would die. She drives me insane. I wish I could kill her. She's such a fucking bitch. Goodness. She always points out that I'm on the computer, typing in my live journal, reading someone else's, or looking up lyrics, or something. What the fuck? Why does it matter what I'm ( Read more... )

"I hate everything about you.  Why do I love you?  I hate everything about you.  Why do I love you?"

Damn, why do I love you?

I Hate You

By: Susan

I hate you.
I hate you for making me cry.
I hate you for making me insecure.
I hate you for thinking you know me.
I hate you for hurting me.
I hate you for not caring.
I hate you for hating me.
But most of all,
I hate you for not loving me.

Goodness. People, people. Ugh. Okay, I'll guess I'll start with Kristen's drama. She went to homecoming, obviously. Little miss sophomore homecoming court representative must go...right? Ha ha. Anyway, her and Nick (the boyfriend) were going to go out to eat with a couple friends. The friends screwed her over and sat with these other ( Read more... )