With love, your friends...

[bumblebri]

I've been agonizing over it for weeks. It started with your disappearance. I was so excited when you said you were coming to my party (not only did you say you'd come, you assured, swore, promised). Not only did you not come, you instead went out to the casino bars, then several more parties after that. It doesn't so much hurt that you didn't

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[anonymous]

I love you Bri! I was bored and found you through Andrew’s lj. I read this and wanted to call you, and I would call you to talk, but my phone has been dead for weeks now. its about as good as a pager at this point which is pretty pathetic but oh well. I miss you. :(

<3, tiana

tracy

[anonymous]

I know that I have no right to get involved with this for a lot of reasons but I am going to anyway. Paul defends me and I defend him. I don't know when you decided to have a party but since Paul and I have been together I have told him about my friend Kris's B-day. He did not want to be the only guy there so he asked Ethan to go after he went to your place. He didn't blow you off on purpose that's what Paul does he just agrees to things and tends to forget his prior commitments. If this was such a big deal you should have just called him the next day and asked him instead of letting it build up you. OK be mad, but just ask yourself if it is all worth it. We would have stopped by but we were busy. I was trying to something for someone whow deserved it and has done a lot for me. Yes Paul didn't have to go but we had already planned the evening around me going with him and it was to late to change it. He attended Aaron's because well it was Aaron's birthday. Yes Paul has disappeared out of your life but he is busy these days and if he

[bumblebri]

Tracy...this has nothing to do with you. I wasn't saying you had to miss your friend's birthday, or that Paul had to miss Aaron's; if Paul could make those plans, why couldn't he have made an effort to stop by for just a bit when he made plans with us? I never said he had to spend the entire evening here. I was told that Kristina's party didn't start until really late...so if my party started at seven, there were hours you guys could have had to stop by. I understand if you didn't want to come, Tracy, but you were more than welcome to. I know you think we all hate you, yadda yadda, but that's not true. I don't hate you; in fact I've told many people that I like talking with you. If you didn't want to come, he could have came and devoted a whopping half an hour to the people that miss him and consider him a best friend. I never said you guys weren't serious, I understand serious relationships and devotion and all that, but does that justify completely dropping your old friends? I don't think so. I REPEAT: THIS ISN'T ABOUT YOU, I

*Pipes up*

[embers_of_hope]

I can't stand all this crazy shit. Paul would have never done that before. He would always be there for his friends. Even if he had a lot of places to be, Bri is one of Paul's oldest, best, and most understanding friends. I couldn't believe that Paul didn't show up. That's not like Paul. You're wrong Tracy, Paul never did that before. He would always be there. I still believe in Paul. I think that he will snap out of it some day

good god

[embers_of_hope]

what gotten into everyone? I wanted to respond to brianna with an email because frankly i'm a little sick of discovering every time i happen upon livejournal that some new drama has unfolded about me.
in fact i will be responding to brianna in an email, because i don't want this to turn into a repeat of stotz's lj. stotz, i didn't know you felt that way, and i'll send an email to you also.

listen if anyone has anything to say to me, i'd appreciate it if they would say it to me, not leave it somewhere on the internet for me to discover. give me an email, give me a call, talk to me in person, anything but this crap, it is driving me nuts.

Re: good god

[embers_of_hope]

that was paul btw... also, i don't know if you missed it, but that thing that happended on stotz's lj kinda proves that posting in any sort of forum is an invite for others to get involved.

Re: good god

[anadivine]

just for the record. I feel the same way Andrew does...

I can't figure out why shes more important than us... We've always been here for ya. oh well...