With love, your friends...

[bumblebri]

I've been agonizing over it for weeks. It started with your disappearance. I was so excited when you said you were coming to my party (not only did you say you'd come, you assured, swore, promised). Not only did you not come, you instead went out to the casino bars, then several more parties after that. It doesn't so much hurt that you didn't

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*Pipes up*

[embers_of_hope]

I can't stand all this crazy shit. Paul would have never done that before. He would always be there for his friends. Even if he had a lot of places to be, Bri is one of Paul's oldest, best, and most understanding friends. I couldn't believe that Paul didn't show up. That's not like Paul. You're wrong Tracy, Paul never did that before. He would always be there. I still believe in Paul. I think that he will snap out of it some day.

I know this sounds like I'm trying to hold on to the old Paul, that I'm trying to grasp at ghosts. It probably sounds like I'm trying to quantify Paul, but the equation isn't coming out right. That's because it's not. We won't forget you Paul. I'm not going to write you a note on yellow post-it paper telling you to find new friends. When you're better, we'll be here waiting for you.

I heard a rumor that you are moving to California.

I know you won't listen to anyone, you don't think we're your friends anymore, you've turned your back and closed your ears.

Don't go Paul. It's for the wrong reasons.

Sorry Bri for getting off topic.

good god

[embers_of_hope]

what gotten into everyone? I wanted to respond to brianna with an email because frankly i'm a little sick of discovering every time i happen upon livejournal that some new drama has unfolded about me.
in fact i will be responding to brianna in an email, because i don't want this to turn into a repeat of stotz's lj. stotz, i didn't know you felt that way, and i'll send an email to you also.

listen if anyone has anything to say to me, i'd appreciate it if they would say it to me, not leave it somewhere on the internet for me to discover. give me an email, give me a call, talk to me in person, anything but this crap, it is driving me nuts.

Re: good god

[embers_of_hope]

that was paul btw... also, i don't know if you missed it, but that thing that happended on stotz's lj kinda proves that posting in any sort of forum is an invite for others to get involved.

Re: good god

[anadivine]

just for the record. I feel the same way Andrew does...

I can't figure out why shes more important than us... We've always been here for ya. oh well...

Re: good god

[pedigoa]

We can't give you a call, we can't talk to you in person. It's nearly impossible. No one ever sees you anymore and no one is ever able to get you on the phone.

paul

[embers_of_hope]

try email. i hate lj

jj here

[embers_of_hope]

how did the emails go?