With love, your friends...

[bumblebri]

I've been agonizing over it for weeks. It started with your disappearance. I was so excited when you said you were coming to my party (not only did you say you'd come, you assured, swore, promised). Not only did you not come, you instead went out to the casino bars, then several more parties after that. It doesn't so much hurt that you didn't

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[bumblebri]

Tracy...this has nothing to do with you. I wasn't saying you had to miss your friend's birthday, or that Paul had to miss Aaron's; if Paul could make those plans, why couldn't he have made an effort to stop by for just a bit when he made plans with us? I never said he had to spend the entire evening here. I was told that Kristina's party didn't start until really late...so if my party started at seven, there were hours you guys could have had to stop by. I understand if you didn't want to come, Tracy, but you were more than welcome to. I know you think we all hate you, yadda yadda, but that's not true. I don't hate you; in fact I've told many people that I like talking with you. If you didn't want to come, he could have came and devoted a whopping half an hour to the people that miss him and consider him a best friend. I never said you guys weren't serious, I understand serious relationships and devotion and all that, but does that justify completely dropping your old friends? I don't think so. I REPEAT: THIS ISN'T ABOUT YOU, I am not blaming you, I never have. I'm dealing with Paul's decisions here. He's a big boy, he makes his own. And if he's going to hate me, then I'm sad for him, because I'm just telling it how it is for the rest of us. Also, posting on one's own livejournal is hardly an invite for "everyone to get involved." This isn't the smorange boards, it's my personal journal where I can record any feelings I wish, whether people get involved or not, I don't really care. AGAIN: THIS ISN'T AN ATTACK ON YOU, THIS IS AN INQUIRY INTO PAUL'S DECISIONS.