Comments | bsoulmate: so....um....goodbye then

bsoulmate

so....um....goodbye then

Aug 12, 2005 15:39

i think im going to stop using live journal. its getting too much for me to handle. so here is my latest and last update ( Read more... )

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i miss the fuck out of you.... lar_lar August 13 2005, 19:16:54 UTC

but for the last few months of school AND this summer it seems like what has been happening in my life doesn't even matter to you.
yes, i know that i could have called more....but this summer hasn't exactly been the easiest summer of my life.
i miss going to your house, drinking bitch pop with you and your parents, and just fucking around in cleburne with you.
the other day when you called me to go to cleburne with you and then you couldnt go you also said you would call me back in a couple of days when you could do something ( ... )

Re: i miss the fuck out of you.... bsoulmate August 14 2005, 16:31:10 UTC

i miss the fuck out of you too.....ALL of you. i never thought that we would grow apart, but apparently ryan moving in did more damage than i thought it would. the reason i have not gotten a chance to call or hang out a lot is not because i have spent all summer stuck up ryans ass....on the contrary i havent spent little time at all with him. i worked three days a week this year...living over there for four. it made it hard to do things. i know that things have been hard for you this summer, i would love to call and talk to you about it all and be there for you. i love you like a sister as well....and i have always needed you. its just that i guess where as yall felt like i was pulling away the last part of the year, i felt you and heather pulling away too. it seemed like you were so happy with things going on, and i wasnt gonna impose on that, and heather had a whole new group of people to hang out with that i dont necessarily get along with, and i didnt feel like much of an equation. i mean look at when we went bowling this ( ... )