so....um....goodbye then
i think im going to stop using live journal. its getting too much for me to handle. so here is my latest and last update.
i turned 17 last friday. it was okay...but money has been sucking lately so i just got a gift card to walmart, The Phantom of the Opera, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, and a few spirals, and decorated socks. me mom dad ryan and chris went out to dinner at Outback Steakhouse. oh yeah...and ryan got me this beautiful silver engravement necklace hooked around the neck of a cuddly bear. it was small, but it was the best birthday ive had in a while.
i have re joined band and have been spending the past two weeks getting down marching. mr mac said i am doing amazing. i really missed it....and being passionate about something i am doing. its like the musical last year. there is nothing like finding something you love to do, and wrapping yourself completely in it.
speaking of which we are not doing the musical this year. financing would have been too much and performances conflicted with every other event in school, so we wouldnt have but two sunday performances to profit from and we wouldnt break even.
brandon stopped by the other day to surprise me and see me. i was pleasantly surprise. i was gonna run with him to get his tattoo but mom and dad said no. that shit is gonna get on my nerves. i turned 17 and they tightened the reigns. it will all be over soon though. kelcy gets back today. im gonna go see him soon because he starts school on the 18th. i am so proud of him. we had like an hour long conversation wednesday. i called him to tell him happy birthday. i guess some friendships, you just never grow out of. some friendships are engraved upon your soul.
senior year starts monday. im looking forward to getting this over with and getting away from here and my past. im ready to start looking foward to my future and where i am heading.....not what i am leaving, and who is leaving me.
I have just recently overcome an identity crisis. i guess that happens sometimes as people grow up. i have myself figured out for now though.
i might be getting a job at Neals. the lady said there was a good chance. it would be great to have some extra money besides the 20 bucks that i get a week.
before i sign off i must say. y'all (and you know who you are) were partly right. but y'all were also partly in the wrong. this is all of our faults....ALL!! not all mine and not all yours. i love you all. i guess yall are right. it is really hard to relate now. friends just grow apart i guess. nobodys fault just fact. its not the end of the world. i love yall and have relied on yall for years....but maybe its time i started to rely on myself. so this is not all bad. so goodbye and i love you all.
Love to Everyone
<3<3<3<3<3
i turned 17 last friday. it was okay...but money has been sucking lately so i just got a gift card to walmart, The Phantom of the Opera, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, and a few spirals, and decorated socks. me mom dad ryan and chris went out to dinner at Outback Steakhouse. oh yeah...and ryan got me this beautiful silver engravement necklace hooked around the neck of a cuddly bear. it was small, but it was the best birthday ive had in a while.
i have re joined band and have been spending the past two weeks getting down marching. mr mac said i am doing amazing. i really missed it....and being passionate about something i am doing. its like the musical last year. there is nothing like finding something you love to do, and wrapping yourself completely in it.
speaking of which we are not doing the musical this year. financing would have been too much and performances conflicted with every other event in school, so we wouldnt have but two sunday performances to profit from and we wouldnt break even.
brandon stopped by the other day to surprise me and see me. i was pleasantly surprise. i was gonna run with him to get his tattoo but mom and dad said no. that shit is gonna get on my nerves. i turned 17 and they tightened the reigns. it will all be over soon though. kelcy gets back today. im gonna go see him soon because he starts school on the 18th. i am so proud of him. we had like an hour long conversation wednesday. i called him to tell him happy birthday. i guess some friendships, you just never grow out of. some friendships are engraved upon your soul.
senior year starts monday. im looking forward to getting this over with and getting away from here and my past. im ready to start looking foward to my future and where i am heading.....not what i am leaving, and who is leaving me.
I have just recently overcome an identity crisis. i guess that happens sometimes as people grow up. i have myself figured out for now though.
i might be getting a job at Neals. the lady said there was a good chance. it would be great to have some extra money besides the 20 bucks that i get a week.
before i sign off i must say. y'all (and you know who you are) were partly right. but y'all were also partly in the wrong. this is all of our faults....ALL!! not all mine and not all yours. i love you all. i guess yall are right. it is really hard to relate now. friends just grow apart i guess. nobodys fault just fact. its not the end of the world. i love yall and have relied on yall for years....but maybe its time i started to rely on myself. so this is not all bad. so goodbye and i love you all.
Love to Everyone
<3<3<3<3<3