gulp, sigh, cry, die, trying to hard to try, make it work, if it doesn't lie, if you hear it, ask yourself why..... i'm not normal, never was, what are you striving for? who put that in your head? pay attention to you, why does it matter? Who wants that white picket fence and the trophy husband who brings home food that you are suppose to cook ( Read more... )

While I have been sick, I have done nothing but laid around and watched movies. So I thought I would include a list of all of the movies I had a chance to watch while being on my back ( Read more... )

Uh.... so during the most busy part of my semester, wouldn't you have figured.... I got myself all sick with bronchitis! Not only that but I have an ailment which is seriously the most painful thing that I have ever experienced... it is call pleurisy and it is a swelling of the pleural tissue between the ribs and lungs. This means that when ever ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to my lovely friend.... KAT!!!! Yay... you are a year older than me for 1 and a half months... I just don't know how we are going to be able to relate at coffee... I mean with you being so old and all ( Read more... )

So it is September and school has started and I am busy as i can be... but I still get time to see my friends!!! It is going to be a very hard interesting semester. I set myself up for an entire semester devoted to diversity and minorities. It is mind boggling how much it makes me think all the time. i don't even listen to msuic in the car ( Read more... )

I like it here at Bear Creek.... except.... the lack of walking! So if you didn't know... while out on a 20 mile hike on LBL i fell and twisted the dickens out of my knee! It hurt like hell... so anyway now my role at camp is the "Official Gimp Lodge Gnome" as Kim calls me... hah! SO this week has been very interesting. The homesick epidemic is ( Read more... )

My fish died.... i mean what the hell anyway? Now I will have to find a new fish......... c'est la vie.

I got a fish yesterday.... his name is Merlin.... he is a blue beta. Kim had a fish and she kept it on one of the end tables in the living room. I thought it would be neat if we had one for each end table so I went out and got my own ( Read more... )

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So I am sitting in Kim's dorm room.... probably for one of the last times... at it is the last time I will be here while she is in class. I mean, don't get me wrong, I like her dorm room.... but we just got this awesome apartment....!!!!!! I am so excited that I really cannot stand it! It is amazing. It is right by the park, where I have always ( Read more... )