i'll start with something i wrote a while ago....

Jun 08, 2003 02:55

...then at night, when i'm all alone, thoughts of loneliness and honesty and fate come sneaking up on me. i'll sit and i'll think and i'll think to repeat and the sounds and the fears swallow me whole. when i look and i speak and i think to repeat, i feel safe and calm and one. but tonight, when i'm all alone, no thoughts control my mind but ( Read more... )

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ashton_kutcher_ June 8 2003, 08:58:20 UTC
*smiles* aww my little baby is all grown up *winks* im really proud of you britty. And im so happy for you. I know the thing with your dad has been tough...your mom and i were actually talking about it the other day..yes i call her all the time. *laughs* but im so glad that you've found a guy that you love and are happy with, because you deserve it. You are the greatest. You've always been there for me...and i couldn't thank you enough. You always have the right things to say to me, and im just sorry that lately, all its been about between us is me. And..well..thats just ashton being selfish..you know how that goes. But you really did help me make a big step the other day, and im really thankful for that. So don't you worry..the real ashton kutcher will be back on his feet in no time. After austraila of course. *laughs*
I love you britty and im always here for you.

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britty_gotback June 8 2003, 15:05:19 UTC
ew. you're such a diva. -laughs- stop stealing my mommy! and it means alot to me. you were there for me when it happened and well...it was your friendship more so than our relationship as a couple that saved me from falling into a deep depression. you always knew how to make me laugh and smile. mama and Mer love you like family and you've helped them, too. for that you'll always be someone special to me.

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Re: ashton_kutcher_ June 8 2003, 18:12:21 UTC
so what if im a diva. you love me for it. -laughs- and im gonna still your mommy anytime i want to steal your mommy..you can steal mine..she misses you! i talked to her like two nights ago..and she yelled at me because we never come see her anymore -laughs- your fault, not mine. actually..its probably mine, but im blaming it on you..muhahahahhaha.
i love your family and im so proud that i can be part of such a great family. Thanks for accepting me into your family britters..you know that you've got a special place in my heart, as well as my families..especially michael..but..you know him -winks-

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britty_gotback June 8 2003, 15:17:23 UTC
aw. mandy, you're really one of my great friends. and i will always always always be there for you. no matter what. you bring such joy and happiness to the world through your smile. you're a young woman just now experiencing the wonders of the world and i can tell that you will make an amazing woman. you blow me away, girl.

Brittany

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simply_ashlee June 8 2003, 12:30:00 UTC
='( god, you are so strong and unbelievably passionate, and filled with so much -ugh- i can't even think of a word to desribe...you're filled with so much tenderness and adoration for the people you truly care about it. brit, i hardly know you and i can say confidently that i feel i'm a good judge of character, and you are one absolutely, phenomenal person.

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britty_gotback June 8 2003, 15:19:46 UTC
ash, you're another case of a girl that's on her way to becoming a beautiful, strong woman. there's no doubt in my mind that you will succeed in all you do. you may be jessie's little sister, but you're your own person indeed.

keep shining that smile,

Brittany

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travisbarker182 June 8 2003, 14:30:36 UTC
god, britt, where do i start? i've never really been that good with words, which is why i don't write many songs, but i'm sure gonna try right now. most of what i'm gonna say is what just pops into my head, so excuse the rambling i guess ( ... )

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britty_gotback June 8 2003, 15:24:53 UTC
-smiles, touching the locket around my neck, shakes my head- y'know... i hate talking about my dad in front of you because it always seems to remind you of your mom. i don't want to make you think of what happened because i know it still hurts. i do deal with my daddy's death in a different way than you deal with your mom's but i think the mutual loss of a parent only brings us closer in some ways. you just drive me absolutely insane with how much you make me feel. i don't know what else to say... i'm not empty anymore.

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travisbarker182 June 8 2003, 19:01:39 UTC
never feel like you can't talk about something with me, because that usually means the relationship with start going bad. i was so worried that i would never get the chance to be with you. i'm thankful for everyday that i get to spend with you, britt.

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I'm Italian and I'm keeping the fish lips jen__love June 8 2003, 18:00:26 UTC
I've always seen something in you that I have envied. I think that you are so much stronger than I have ever been. You've been through more, you've experienced more, you've loved more, you've learned more and you know more. I almost never felt worthy of you talking to me. Especially when you were going through your stage when you were really pushing people away, after Kyle and all that. I was always waiting to be the butt of one of your jokes. I know that sounds ridiculous but it's true. I was waiting to read your entry and see my name and you know how I am, I'm so sensitive. Then you started talking to me more, really sharing things with me that I never thought you would and I really just fell in love with the person I was learning about. I finally felt like I could trust you and share what was going on with me with you. I think that's why I dump all my feelings on you so much, because I'm usually so automatically trusting and for some reason it took me a long time to get to that point with you. Since then I've only gotten to ( ... )

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YOU'RE ITALIAN?! well then, by all means, keep the fish lips<3 britty_gotback June 8 2003, 18:17:59 UTC
ugh, love. you're my "ew" sister. the only person who will listen to daisy with me when jessie's not around. -grins- yeah i was a mega bitch after kyle, i found it hard to trust anyone and i wanted everyone to feel my pain. but i could never treat you the way i treated some of the others, because you're such a kind person and because i knew how sensitive you are. there's no question in my mind that i'll always care for you and try to protect you from the evils of the world. i'm happy that i did get to know you and that you took the chance to get to know me.... but don't ever feel like you aren't worthy of my friendship cuz that's just grodey.

ew,

Brittany

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I'm only like *thismuch* Italian but I still AM jen__love June 8 2003, 18:45:07 UTC
Yeah I should probably also let you know that you have stepped my confidence up quite a few levels and made me feel like I really belong in my own skin. You have taught me how to stick up for myself and how to be secure in my decisions. You inspire me, you know that?? *shrugs*

I love you and Daisy RULES!
ewww,
*Love

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