i'll start with something i wrote a while ago....

[britty_gotback]

...then at night, when i'm all alone, thoughts of loneliness and honesty and fate come sneaking up on me. i'll sit and i'll think and i'll think to repeat and the sounds and the fears swallow me whole. when i look and i speak and i think to repeat, i feel safe and calm and one. but tonight, when i'm all alone, no thoughts control my mind but

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I'm Italian and I'm keeping the fish lips

[jen__love]

I've always seen something in you that I have envied. I think that you are so much stronger than I have ever been. You've been through more, you've experienced more, you've loved more, you've learned more and you know more. I almost never felt worthy of you talking to me. Especially when you were going through your stage when you were really pushing people away, after Kyle and all that. I was always waiting to be the butt of one of your jokes. I know that sounds ridiculous but it's true. I was waiting to read your entry and see my name and you know how I am, I'm so sensitive. Then you started talking to me more, really sharing things with me that I never thought you would and I really just fell in love with the person I was learning about. I finally felt like I could trust you and share what was going on with me with you. I think that's why I dump all my feelings on you so much, because I'm usually so automatically trusting and for some reason it took me a long time to get to that point with you. Since then I've only gotten to know you better and I'm so thankful for that, even though I still don't feel worthy. I know that you are very protected and I never once doubt how lucky I am to be able to know you. I know that things are a little crazy right now, with both of us but I want you to know that you are one of my best friends. And I’m truly blessed to say that. Thank you for being a part of my life.

YOU'RE ITALIAN?! well then, by all means, keep the fish lips<3

[britty_gotback]

ugh, love. you're my "ew" sister. the only person who will listen to daisy with me when jessie's not around. -grins- yeah i was a mega bitch after kyle, i found it hard to trust anyone and i wanted everyone to feel my pain. but i could never treat you the way i treated some of the others, because you're such a kind person and because i knew how sensitive you are. there's no question in my mind that i'll always care for you and try to protect you from the evils of the world. i'm happy that i did get to know you and that you took the chance to get to know me.... but don't ever feel like you aren't worthy of my friendship cuz that's just grodey.

ew,

Brittany

I'm only like *thismuch* Italian but I still AM

[jen__love]

Yeah I should probably also let you know that you have stepped my confidence up quite a few levels and made me feel like I really belong in my own skin. You have taught me how to stick up for myself and how to be secure in my decisions. You inspire me, you know that?? *shrugs*

I love you and Daisy RULES!
ewww,
*Love