So I had an interesting week-end. WENT to Kettering with Devon & Jessica on Friday. Those boys know how to P-a-R-T-y! lemme tell ya. 1st "we" predrank @ the house. Then we loaded up two chartered buses and went to Armada, MI to a haunted house/hayride thingy. it was a blast! Lots of alcohol was involved for most- but i really didn't get too wasted ( Read more... )

Once again, a lot is on my mind. I find myself wanting to write everything down all the flippin' time. It's getting ridiculous. *not gonna lie.* Yet, no matter what I do, I can't get it all down. of course.

I feel so confused about SO much. I feel like a failure all the time. Which really makes me LaUgH because all my life "failure" was always out ( Read more... )

So FUCK Ty! he leaves in less than a month for bootcamp. pretty fuckin' sweet, right? yeah I kno. it's so complicated and the details are ridiculous as usual. All I know is I need CLoSuRe like WoaH! and like NOW! thankx. lol.

I just can't take MuCH of anything anymore. It feels like I'm "soul-lag." Ya, most of you probably won't know what I'm ( Read more... )

well there's LOTs on my mind... haha. As usual. pretty much. [sigh]

I still don't know what to do about TY. It's getting frickin' ridiculous. He calls me when he's drunk. wtf? call me when ur SoBeR biotch! show me u flippin' care. (he's obviously NOT that INTO me!) ugh. That's another thing why does every drunk person CALL me? i kno i'm awesome, ( Read more... )

Again... L-O-T-s to update. sry I know I should everyday. It'd just be so much easier. hmmmm.... for starters... Thursday TY invited me to come over and play beer pong @ his place. Jamestown YY56. haha. By the time I got there he was gone. Like MIA. He beeps me when I'm @ Deerfield. wants to know why I didn't show up. I'm like yeah, i was there for ( Read more... )

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So I dumped his ass! And fuck, I should of done it a long ass time ago. FUCK I shouldn't of ever dated him. He was just a time filler-upper... sorda. lol. i know that sounds super bitchy. but that was all he did. was fill UP all my time. cuz he had no fuckin' life. i was all of it. it's really quite sad. i feel bad for him that his life is ( Read more... )

To think... I never thought I'd find him. And perhaps maybe he's not thee one. But for the time being- everything is amazing. I can't put it in any other words. really, I can't. If you truly know me- you'd know that practically forever- I thought I would never find a guy that I liked enough to be my boyfriend while at the same time- him wanting to ( Read more... )

The Future

So we all grow up-

always with our minds on the future.

Never truly knowing

how it will ALL end up.

Nonetheless we have this image in our minds

of how it should be-

how our perfect life would be.

The white picket fence, the cottage overlooking the lake, driving that pimped out escalade, having thee BEST education possible~ to ( Read more... )

Hola Amigos! Yeah so basically my life is insane. This past week has been such an emotional rollercoaster ride... it's just unbelievable. I didn't think it was humanly possible to feel so many emotions at one time. See, like I said earlier my BF's in jail. yes... The Bay County Jail. :( And well I really would like to explain why... but you see 1st ( Read more... )