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Once again, a lot is on my mind. I find myself wanting to write everything down all the flippin' time. It's getting ridiculous. *not gonna lie.* Yet, no matter what I do, I can't get it all down. of course.
I feel so confused about SO much. I feel like a failure all the time. Which really makes me LaUgH because all my life "failure" was always out of my vocabulary. To be honest... it never existed. I was raised in a family where failure wasn't an option. Perhaps that's why, when I did make little mistakes here and there, my parents went NuTz. How could there precious little daughter do that? and all that bullshit... which I'm sure almost all teenagers can relate to. ugh.... Parents. When will they learn? -that as hard as they TrY to "mold us" into their perfect images.... they just DRiVe us away even more. And wHy must they try so hard to live through us? all the things they wished they had accomplished when they were our age... they push us to accomplish~ NOT for ourselves but for THeM. it's SicK. it makes me really sick. here it comes......
[!VoMiT!] ~ew!