Last night and this morning have been really difficult on me. Last night I was able to leave the hospital. The girls have to stay for a few more days. It was one of the hardest things I have done. I feel like I'm abandoning them. We went by to see them before we left. So tiny, so helpless. *frowns* The whole time I was there looking at them, it was ( Read more... )

*pulls out a piece of paper and starts to write ( Read more... )

I swear I sleep though everything. :-/

[might be away for a few days.]

Dan just came in with my laptop. I wanted to write this while I can. I'm still pretty exhausted from last night. I'm amazed that they are here already. I'm amazed this happened. I talked to Jayce last night about my back. He was like you know what that normally means right? I did but I didn't think it was time for that. I had another full month to ( Read more... )

OK this back pain really needs to go away soon. >:-o I've been hurting like this all day and it's not good. I'm not staying on my feet this much again. I did get the christmas shopping done before I had to go get my hair done for Mer's wedding. So, I guess that's a good thing. Christmas shoppers are crazy ( Read more... )

Do they really have to follow me..all the time?


( Read more... )

I'm really bad at updating for some reason. Dan and I have been overseas in Germany for a little while. I shouldn't have really traveled, so shhh. What my doctor doesn't know won't hurt him. :-) I can't really stand to be without Dan ( Read more... )

OMG!! Hi I'm going to cry. Look at this!

And everyone meet the newest member of our family. This is ( Max )

Wow, so far I'm really liking this birthday. I got part of my present from Dan last night. I love his present and I don't think anyone will be able to top that one. Definatly something I missed out on the night before I got married. I still can't believe he wore THAT and that's all you're gonna get out of me on that ( Read more... )

I had a doctor's appointment today. Dan went with me. It's always nice when he can come. I hate going to the doctor alone. I can, but it's just...I don't know. I don't like it ( Read more... )