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Last night and this morning have been really difficult on me. Last night I was able to leave the hospital. The girls have to stay for a few more days. It was one of the hardest things I have done. I feel like I'm abandoning them. We went by to see them before we left. So tiny, so helpless. *frowns* The whole time I was there looking at them, it was nagging at me that I was leaving them there.
To make matters worse, Dan left this morning for Germany. I'm all alone in our house. Well, I was alone. Momma and Jamie Lynn are here. They have come to stay until Dan comes back home. We are headed to the hospital to see the girls in a few minutes.
I don't know how I'm going to handle the next few days. I know Dan and I have been through a lot together. Too much that we shouldn't have. I just hate all of this. It's right now that I wish with everything that we had normal, everyday jobs.
Well, I must end here. Momma is finally ready to go. She's excited to see her grandchildren and Jamie Lynn is jumping up and down. *laughs*
To make matters worse, Dan left this morning for Germany. I'm all alone in our house. Well, I was alone. Momma and Jamie Lynn are here. They have come to stay until Dan comes back home. We are headed to the hospital to see the girls in a few minutes.
I don't know how I'm going to handle the next few days. I know Dan and I have been through a lot together. Too much that we shouldn't have. I just hate all of this. It's right now that I wish with everything that we had normal, everyday jobs.
Well, I must end here. Momma is finally ready to go. She's excited to see her grandchildren and Jamie Lynn is jumping up and down. *laughs*