He was like a dream. Like this image you have that feels so real but as soon as you wake up the harder you try to remember the more it slips away. That's what if felt like to be without him. The more she focused on the amazing times she had with him the more he tended to slip away. So she lied to herself. Push her loving memories to the back of her ( Read more... )

SO TOMORROW IS MY 2ND BIRTHDAY AKA ADOPTION ANNIVERSARY.!!!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!!! I CAN'T WAIT. IT IS GOING TO BE GREAT IT ALWAYS IS. YAY ME!!!!

So I have a friend coming to visit in a week and she will be here for a couple of days and I have no idea where to take her to have fun. I don't want to do those boring site seeing trips because let's be real this is lansing but still where can I take her thats not more that a half hour away from here? Any ideas? I'll take any that you have. HELP ( Read more... )

Movin in with Bry for part of the summer. Definitely need it and really soon. I was going to do it a lot earlier but with my dad's relapse yet again and his HUGE surgery on Monday I have to stay another week. I wouldn't mind but this surgery is deeper than the 20 other ones. This one could seriously kill him if it doesn't go well so I will be in ( Read more... )

I love my outsiders!!! We rock!!! We are amazing. Cant wait to take more outsider trips with my outcast friends and go to dinner with them then a movie then have crazy time driving home. lol Ready for Lake Odessa and Novi with my best friend ever. Me and Bry are unstoppable. More to come later.

I've done evrything as you say, I followed your rules without question, I thought it would help me see things clearly, but instead of helping me to see, i look around and it's like I'm blinded. I'm spinning out of control...out of control. I'm spinning out of control...out of control.

Where should I go? What should I do? I dont understand what you ( Read more... )

Doing pretty damn good right now so yeah. Lovely fucking life, lovely fucking friends, everything is just so fucking lovely.

"Why'd you cry, for the guy, say goodbye. Why'd you cry, for the guy, say goodbye, i say ok cause. Oh don't you miss me like a whole in the head cause I do boy and it's true boy. Oh bet you never thought I would get out of ( Read more... )

Careless and free,
thats what you'll be,
as gentle as the rain.

Patient and kind,
very hard to find,
with kisses that ease the pain.

A favoring smile,
you'll stay for a while,
to listen as if you care.

You'll take my hand,
and you'll undertand,
as fingers run through my hair.

With words so sweet,
our hearts will beat,
together as if we were one.

We'll laugh and ( Read more... )

Spring break has had so many ups and downs and dips and twists and turns it is crazy. I've found this song last night that I had been searching for but I found it as I was crying and it's an emo song so great timing. Last night was truly crazy. I had a great time with Jill, Carrie, and Jimmy because we can just sit in Steak N'  Shake and be ( Read more... )

So I'm addicted to this song right now. It's called anonymous by bobby valentino and most of you probably haven't heard of it before but yes it is a great song.

So this spring break has taken a turn for the best. It started out pretty crappy with me having a full case of the flu but I've noticed I get a lot of well needed thinking done when I'm sick ( Read more... )